Current mood:
discontent
I dont get it...this utter feeling of discontent.
Im making good money and losing weight, so I should be elated. But Im not. My discontent has caused me to sabotage another "relationship" with a man I thought would make me happy. But he didn't make me happy. He made me hate myself for what I cannot achieve in love.
It is my belief that most women can be divided into two groups: the madonnas and the whores.
I aint no madonna...but I will never be your whore
I think the hole in our bellies - witch surely can be satisfied - shortly can be be filled with God. Simple but true! It doesnt hurt to try it out right!? At least it worked for me!
/Random guy from Sweden
(Ps. U look cool on your profile pic bella! . DS
I know that whenever I loose a bunch of weight and I start to get attention from the ladies I get sort of pissed off. Like, "oh what am I a piece of meat?! You never noticed me when I was big fat ass but now you're all up in my grill? Fuck off! "
And then I just want to get fat again like out of spite!
to bad about your boyfriend troubles. My boss just split u pwith his grilfriend...and he does like the dodges...maybe I could set up a rebound romance for you both.