Current mood:
determined
From the continous pain
Shot from every direction
Aiming for one target;
My already inoperable heart.
The pain unbearable at times.
My heart and mind;
An open book for all to see,
That I am quickly starting to hide.
My face beyond fraudulent
When another asks how I am.
Each and every day
No one ever leaves their home
Without their mask;
It's inevitable.
We strive so hard
To become that person
With no problems.
But then it happnes;
They have issues too.
Each individual
Trying to be reformed
Into something beyond comparison.
I want to be distint
From all the rest.
I don't want to fit in.
Elegant,
Crazy,
Breathless,
Confused,
Astonishing,
Uncertain,
Radiant,
Pirate,
Unforgettable,
Caring,
Passionate,
Loud,
Strong,
Mysterious.
To be
Who I want to become.
Don't worry about what others think.
They are way more
Concentrated on themselves.
Being carefree,
But responsible;
Oxymoron I know.
In all honesty,
I want to be me.
I wouldn't have it any other way.
K
9-29-09
good luck.....pirate