My Name is Nikolai,
but you can call me,
a sinner
Wrong doer
Evil doer
Worker of iniquity
Transgressor
Bad example
Scoundrel, villian, knave
Miscreant
Viper, wretch, the devil incarnate
Monster, demon
Fallen angel
Murderer and thief
Lost sheep
Black sheep, black guard
Loafer and sneak
A good for nothing
Ass fucking
Son of a bitch
and yeah, ive been called a sinner
Alright. Ill be gone to angoon by then. I'll be coming back sometime after 4th of July. Probably the 5th. I'm trying to get the new iPhone and I can't get it until then.
I love them. :) I just wish I could see them underwater and not just when they pop up. Yeah, I got your message. :) Made me feel alot better. For someone who hates people so much, you sure know how to help. Holyfuck. Haha.
That ain't a bad idea man. I don't expect to get a job after my internship here. Our hours are due at the latest by the last week in July. So about the middle of July I'm going to start checking out Verizon, Verizon Wireless, Comcast, Direct TV, Dish... all them for a job. I need a regular, full time job that handles $500 in bills each month.. Really, I'd like something that paid at least $1,000 a month (after taxes). That'd be enough to pay bills and throw a good chunk into the bank to save.
Haha. I know, I miss that girl. She's so entertaining. :)
Yeah, I'm getting there. Today was actually a pretty great day to be honest. :) I'm sorry if I spelt anything wrong, Erin's computer has a perma-ppop up thats stuck in the middle of the screen, so I can't see wht I'm typing. Hahah, It this is getting worse.
I learned that the hard way. I'd like to see myself get my life in order soon. Get a goal and start to follow it. I don't laugh NEARLY as much as I used to. And I really miss that most of all.
I wish the world didn't have to worry about money.
Yeah, that's true. My mom and I actually had a conversation about drinking and whatnot today. I guess my mom almost died one time when she was drinking and she's got some lame family experiences with it. Pretty interesting stuff to learn. It's pretty cool, now that I'm an adult my mom is opening up about that sort of thing... makes it easier to let them into my life. So yeah, you're right. The love of family is unlike any other. Unconditional.
Yeah, it does sound pretty dumb to let a guy come between me and my school. But I love him. Being with him is worth waiting on school. And he's not asking me to do it... he'd prefer me going to school, actually. But life is full of choices and oppertunity... massage isn't the only profession that I'll enjoy doing. For now, I can do other things to stay busy. School will always be an option. I think I'm going to get my CNA and work at a nursing home in the mean time. I know I'll like that and it's a quick and easy certification that I can get in Juneau.
Haha, you're free to mooch. Even though you broke my ring! ;P
I had today off, I work tomorrow though. I kinda have a random schedual at work but it's nice to be able to work a couple days then have one day off. And I work day/night/midday shifts so I don't always have to wake up early. I like it. I went shopping today and bought bright neon pink heels =P I fucking love shoes.
How's your work schedual look? You meeting people yet?
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