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  • My life in Winsted part 1

    Current mood:accomplished

    So I'm all moved in now. Our apartment is pretty sweet other than the fact that the ceiling over my head in the bedroom creaks louder than my alarm when the dude upstairs walks around at 4:30 and again at 7:30 in the morning. Oh, and no internet/cable yet. That's a killer too. Apparently there's only one service provider out here and the soonest appointment they have for us is on the 23rd or some crap. They won't let us install it ourselves either and everyone in the area seems to be smart enough to secure their internet so I can't steal it. Soooo I'll be making weekly trips around the corner to our local laundry mat for my internet. Maybe I'll get to know the locals a bit.
      Bill's not living with me yet either which really sucks. His job is too far away and he can't find anything in the area yet apparently. It'll be an adventure trying to figure this new place out on my own for a while.
      Our neighbors the next door over seem pretty cool. They're a young couple around my age I think. I met the girl once briefly when we were moving stuff in. Hopefully I'll get to know them better at some point. I already think we have something in common considering the pungent smells that waft from their apartment on a daily basis.
      Bill and I celebrated our 1 year anniversary yesterday by playing a shit ton of Fallout 3 and drinking root beer floats before passing out on the couch. :)
      Hmmm....what else? Oh, I had an interview at a vet hospital in Farmington. I think it went pretty well since they want me to come back to shadow on Saturday to see if I like it there. They're only looking for a part time person for now, so we'll see what happens.
      Well that's the excitment so far. Time to finish the laundry business and get home to play more Fallout 3 till my eyes bleed.

    xoxoxo
    -Hedda
    5:00 PM

  • My life currently: negative observations you don't wanna know

    Current mood:depressed

    I wish I could go back in time to a better place. The way things used to be. Fun. Simple. Innocent. Happy.
    Everythings a dead end. My freedom is lost along with my happiness.
    I don't have enough privacy or space where I live.
    My job is draining me both physically and emotionally. My once great work ethic is starting to fade.
    I feel trapped.
    My friends are moving on, moving away and slipping away.
    I'm almost always too cold.
    I've had terrible luck and shitty health lately.
    I spend most of my time either working or trying to keep up with responsibilities.
    It's a struggle to get out of bed most days. I just want to sleep forever.
    I've been entirely too concerned about the possible end of the world in 2012. The theories are endlessly fascinating to me but its starting to give me anxiety.
    I have a plan and many goals. It's just taking way too long to get there.
    Everything comes down to money. Money that I don't have and probably won't have for a long time and that makes me sick.
    So I smoke moderately. It levels me out. Aids me in much needed relaxation. But it's becoming scarce lately. That sucks.
    This is all just a waiting game. I have to be patient to save money so I can get the hell out of here and move on with my life. I'm just losing my patience. I want out now.
    8:53 PM
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      • Bill Vasta

        how come this is the first time i've seen this? we'll get through it, don't worry <3

        3 years ago

  • If everything I do is wrong, then by God I do it right...

    Current mood:curious

    Hopefully this is just the beginning of a very random and adventurous summer. I can't wait!
    5:02 PM
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  • Drained

    Current mood:drained

    There is so much more out there in this world than who we are. But gravity keeps me here.
    5:29 PM

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