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I’ve fucked my life up big time; not once, but time and time again. I think I have an in-built self destructive mechanism. I’m at WGSB; doing lower sixth, again. I’m in the middle of repairing friendships that I’ve fucked up too many times. I’m currently in the process of destroying my liver, and other internal organs via excess consumption of alcohol and unhealthy food. I don’t have a job, have a phobia about writing my CV but am desperate for money. It’s been an eternity since I’ve been truly happy; because all I ever do nowadays is worry, moan or wonder, one day it’ll stop: but not soon. The people below and a few others do their best to keep me sane, and for that I’m thankful :)
