None of these things define me.
None of these lists are complete. Deal.
Music
The Beatles. Tegan and Sara. The Format. Jack Johnson. Harry and the Potters. Rufus Wainwright The Shins. Simon and Garfunkel. Kanye West. Disney Songs. Death Cab For Cutie. Spice Girls. Regina Specktor. Wilco. The Ditty Bops. The Lucksmiths. Feist. The Perishers. John Legend.
Movies
A Hard Days Night. Help!. Romeo + Juliet. Knocked Up. Superbad. Amalie. Lord of the Rings. Finding Nemo. The Lion King. Moulin Rouge. Harry Potter. Zoolander. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Ferris Beuller's Day Off. Love Actually.
Television
Heroes. Veronica Mars. Grey's Anatomy. Arrested Development. Scrubs. The Office. Alias (s1-3). Lost. Sex and the City. Gilmore Girls. Conan O'Brien. 30 Rock. Pushing Daisies. Project Runway. America's Next Top Model. Firefly. Coupling (UK). I'm addicted to tv...
Books
Harry Potter. Sloppy Firsts. Second Helpings. The Sound of Waves.
Heroes
John Lennon. Ringo Starr. George Harrison. Paul McCartney. My friends. Conan O'Brien. Zach Braff. George Clooney. Will Farrell.
About me: This is how it works
You're young until you're not
You love until you don't
You try until you can't
You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath
No, this is how it works
You peer inside yourself
You take the things you like
And try to love the things you took
And then you take that love you made
And stick it into some
Someone else's heart
Pumping someone else's blood
And walking arm in arm
You hope it don't get harmed
But even if it does
You'll just do it all again
- Regina Spektor
A Litany for Survival
For those of us who live at the shoreline
standing upon the constant edges of decision
crucial and alone
for those of us who cannot indulge
the passing dreams of choice
who love in doorways coming and going
in the hours between dawns
looking inward and outward
at once before and after
seeking a now that can breed
futures
like bread in our children's mouths
so their dreams will not reflect
the death of ours:
For those of us
who were imprinted with fear
like a faint line in the center of our foreheads
learning to be afraid with our mother's milk
for by this weapon
this illusion of some safety to be found
the heavy-footed hoped to silence us
For all of us
this instant and this triumph
We were never meant to survive.
And when the sun rises we are afraid
it might not remain
when the sun sets we are afraid
it might not rise in the morning
when our stomachs are full we are afraid
of indigestion
when our stomachs are empty we are afraid
we may never eat again
when we are loved we are afraid
love will vanish
when we are alone we are afraid
love will never return
and when we speak we are afraid
our words will not be heard
nor welcomed
but when we are silent we are still afraid
So it is better to speak
remembering we were never meant to survive
- Audre Lorde
Who I'd like to meet: Ringo Starr. John Lennon. Paul McCartney. George Harrison.
J.K. Rowling. Paul and Joe DeGorge (met! plus Baby Hagrid). Barack Obama (seen?).
Happy birthday Hillary. I can't believe you're gonna be 21, I still remember you as a kid in middle school. Wow, time flies. Hope you have a great birthday:)
i hate men! Aaron.. my fling two weeks ago, just called me and blammed me for his ex and him breaking up again cause i ca;;ed him at 1am. and they were together. like i'm a fuckin mind reader right... what the hell!
damn straight we need a girls night... if we all can afford it we should try maybe a spa session or something. haha i dunno if i can, but maybe after christmas! ciao baby doll!~
Hey girl thanks for the birthday greeting! Life is going really well. I have been back in seattle since the end of may and have been working at nordstrom since june! I am loving it I am in the kids shoes department! So yea that's bout it for me how are u doing? Where r u going to school? Talk to ya later
Mwah
Caitlin
