wow, i haven't wrote in this thing in ever. i figured i'd write in here cause someone was bitchin. lol. jk.
i'm pretty pissed cuz all i do lately is work. still it's not a hard job, at all, but it still blows. so last weekend i went to cory's, this guy i work with, and drank over there. it was pretty fun. school sucks already. it wouldn't be that bad if most of the people weren't so fake. but whatever, what can you do? this year's gonna rock though, being a senior and all.
i've just been feeling kinda blah. i'm not really sure why either. plus i can't type at all right now. well i guess that's all for now.
land of the dead wasn't as good as i thought it would be. tear. war of the worlds was good though, strange as shit, but good. why won't people listen to you when you know what's going to happen and tell them? it's like i know from experience, i'm just not trying to be a bitch or anything. shit. it hurts and you'll find out for yourself then. i hate being there when someone wants me to be, and i wish i could stop doing that. i hate the feeling that i'm not enough. i wish i could be someone's someone. i know that sounds very emo and i'm sorry, but that's what i feel.
Is it like a guy thing to keep you totally in the dark? Cuz it's soo working, not to mention pissing me off. why can't you just be like ' hey this is what's up' gee, ok thanks. not that fucking hard, but apparently it's alot harder then i thought. what the hell....
Anyways, ignoring the stupid fucking rambling above. not too much has been going on. boring ass way to start off the summer, but hey it's summer, so rock on. finally opened our pool, it took like forever and a day. can't wait until warped tour with meredith, it's gonna rock so much, gonna be fucking hot as shit too.
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depressed
.....all these effing cool smileys! haha. >how did my text get all enormous(sp?) and shit? i didnt do that. haha. AAAH! idk why im still up....its so late. GJORSEJASLUTJGOEDSJBAGJGOLEJSOA!!JOGVJMSO.....theres a secret message in there but i bet you wont find it. 
ecstatic
haha.
i love you alaina!