The name is Anja...Im pretty Unique i mus say..Ill suprise you in the worst or Best way.I dont care what people say or think bout me.Ill stand up for myself just as much as i will for my Friends. I take relationships seriously..i dnt let other ppl mess them up...If i want something...ill go after it till i get it.;) I mite look like im pissed off all the time...but i assure you that im not.I take school seriously...but when im not in school....hahah i love you bri. Im deff a wild child..and ill try anything or do anything..anything
Also if u dnt give me Respect, dnt expect to get that Ish either.
Alright So i have a lot of nerve to do this. I have no idea of how people are going to react or whatever but here goes nothing. My name is Anja. When i was born, i was born with a skin disease that covered almost my whole top of my head and part of where my ear is. If you've wondered why i have thin hair or scars that's why. I've had a total of 19 surgeries. Only 18 were getting rid of the skin disease tho. Umm i have been made fun of my whole life and Ive been questioned and it is so so hard for me to tell people. Sometimes i Just Make up things because im scared of how people are going to react, or how there going to feel about me. Its a obstacle with guys because i get really self conscious and i always wanna feel perfect because that's what guys like...."perfect" something im not. I accept that because i could have had not been here if it wasn't for all those surgeries. But I felt like doing this because im tired of people asking and the wondering and all the getting made fun of. Only a few people have really known the whole story about me...but now im hoping that everyone will read this and understand that im not any different than anyone else...i just come with enough scars to share. lol.but uh lately Ive been thinking about the whole god thing. its really hard to me to believe that someone known as being so great can create poverty and diseases. but i have a lot of stuff to be thankful for...i could totally not be right here. and frankly im so glad to be unique. being like everyone else gives you nothing to talk about. but anyways for some reason i feel like just maybe there is someone so great.....so great that i get another chance. Ive done some crappy stuff in life...just to make people mad or just for the fun of it knowing the consequences. And i had no rite to really do that..but me being me im gonna do it. soo uh i just wanna let people know that if you think your life sucks or that your not unique...Your life doesn't suck and you are unique. Like the saying or song "live your life" i do just that. i don't let stuff stop me. Ive got this far and im ok. Ive been through a lot but heck...im thankful that im not a bum or living in poverty. I really don't kno what the point of this was, but i felt like i needed to let it out and let people know the truth
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