tortured soul

About me:

Well i am single now and have been for the past 3 months.............and it seems like everyday of my life goes from bad to worse!........................and well it's no wonder i just wanna die!...........................i can't stand putting up with anything more emtionaly damaging anymore!...............most days i wake up i just have to look for reasons not to put my sword through myself........................anyways i got kicked out of my school by my former master, i got a concution skateboarding, i damn near cut my thumb off,i got taken for over $300 by some chick that i assumed was sincere in everything she told me about loving me and wanting me with her while all she did was use me for money.(which i have very little of by the way)..................and my own best friend and former brother in the martial arts was ripping me off by over cgarging me rent when he knew at that particuler time i had no other plaace to go and live so he figured "what the hell i might as well over charge this guy cus' he needs my help".........and well.....not to mention everyday hurts me more inside the longer i live...................