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Woman in Red
Current mood:
White, thats all i can see. Everywhere and every thing is just white. There is nothing around me, it's as if i'm in a huge room but yet there are no walls, no ceilling, and no floor. but yet i'm standing. i can feel the ground under me. when i walk my feet hit a soild surface. "HELLO!! is anybody there?" just the my own echo in reply. wait theres someone there its a woman standing in a red dress. no more then a foot away from me. she wasn't there a second ago. "who are you?.... Who am i?...... Where am i?.... Answar me!!" She stands there and sayes nothing. she has a kind friendly smile that kinda makes you feel all warm inside. I can't help but wonder who she is. i don't remember her, but yet i can't remember anything. not even my own name. She's beautiful, theres just somthing about her that makes me not want to look away. The way shes looking at me so innocent but yet empty.as i look in to them i notice that she never blinked, not once did she look away from me. Her eyes are so green.there like the deep green grass on a nice spring day, they seem to glow all on there own. i try to reach out my hand to her arm to see if she is real. And she backs away. any movement i make she does the oppasit. i wave my arms aoud to see if she'll move or even stop staring at me. i can't look away, so i just keep staring at her hoping she'll move or say something any thing. her hair falls just past her shoulders.it looks so soft and delacit, blound but yet a little bit of brown. Who is she, why is she her? i can't rember a thing. i don't even know who i am. "HELLO!!! Who the hell are you?" where am i... wait could i be dead?. no i'm not dead, i can't be dead. i don't even know if i was even alive, i can't be dead. Just at that moment she moves up to me and wishpers in my ear. "Open your eyes. Just open your eyes and look at me. Open your eyes please." she then moves her hand up to my face and begains to embrace my face. she moves back alittle but is still holding my face. i move my hand up to her face. just befor i touch her she moves both of her hands to mine. i stop in alarm, i'm about to drop my hand when she begains to move mine to her mouth. she kisses the back of my hand so softly, like you would a babe just befour put them to bed. i then see a single tear run down her face. she then turns and startes to walk away. i walk after her but she is moving faster then i am. i start to run and she's still walking faster then me. " what do you mean open my eyes, they are open?!!" then she is gone. i fall to my knees scared, i am now alone. "Open your eyes." repeats in my head. i clouse my eyes and repeattedto my self, like this is a dream and i need to wake up. i open my eyes agein to lights and beeping. i am now laying down in a room with machins in it. i move my head around to look at where i am. when i here someone crying oh so lightly. it was a women laying on my chest. "why wont you open your eyes and look at me." i then place my hand on her head and say in a vary weak voice, "they are open, i am looking at you" she then looks up at me and i know who she is. She's the lady in red that was telling me to open my eyes, But most importly she is the woman i love.... My wife.
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