cause im an asshole and she deserved better than me i loved her with everything i had ok so you know i dont belive in marrage and i have a low self-esteem well when she came into my life i want a future with her and my self-esteem rose by alot idk mabye i deserve to be lonley mabye i deserved what happened its just so hard for me to get over it idk
thankyou annie for being such a good friend i miss you and i miss how much you care about em i really do
i wish i was doing better than what i am now idk i just lost one of the most important people to me i finally found happiness with this girl named jessic and yeah we only dated for like 2 months but i was going after her for like 2 years and now i got her and i lost her ive been crying for the past 3 days about it idk i really love her and i want her back so bad