I am me, I am that girl that everyone thinks they understand and know, I can put on the best of show, I wear a mask lead people to believe that I am happy. I try to help when and where I can, I'm only one person. I have a lot going for me, I also have a lot going against me as well. I'm strong, at the same time I'm weak, I fight for those I love and I don't back down. I hate drama, I hate people that feed off of drama, and I can't stand those people that make drama for others by pulling shit out of their ass. I'm old enough to know better but young enough not to care (about certain things), I love my three little girls more then life itself, I do my best yet feel like it's just not enough. I'm in a relationship where I'm happy more then miserable,I love to look cute, for once I would like to be the girl that all the guys want but can't have. I want to be the girl that he's proud to walk hand in hand and side by side with. I don't believe that'll ever happen, why??? Because I am me, a dreamer, the girl the helps others when she can't help herself. The one that ALWAYS hopes for the best and expects the worst.I try to keep my REAL friends happy, there's very few things I won't do to keep those around me happy. I love them but in all honesty I don't NEED them. I have learned the difference between WANT and NEED, I know that there are actually very few needs compared to wants. I'm growing up more and more and some people are finding the change in me hard to deal with. I'm sorry. I'm a very apologetic person, and get walked on way to much by people that say they care. I'm done changing for everyone,so this is me take me as I am,or leave me be.
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