Demi

Who I'd like to meet:

(To me who cant see you) Everyday every night I am missing you Even if you are not by my side Even if I cant see you now; my heart is always… loving you and missing you The words that I didn’t finish telling you They are overwhelming my heart right now I’m a person who lacks so much And I know that is why you left Why didn’t you tell me? As I think of you more and more, I know that my heart will ache more and more but In the end I cant hold back my thoughts And I remember you and once again I crumble Now I cant love anyone else other than you My heart has been used to being yours I’m sorry for being like this Forgive me for only being this way Those last words that you left me, they haunt me. The times with you that I wanted to hold onto They make me struggle so much Help me, so that I can let you go Always tears fall in my dreams How come waiting for you feels like the end of my life? For some days, for some years You probably won't be the same Can I see you once more? How i cried, that night you left me the world with you, i don't have it, but i want it like this it's left, the parting, collapsing, How was your day today? Was it okay? It was too late yesterday so I couldn't call you I kept picking up the phone and then putting it down again That's how I spent the night a little silly, isn't it? I was curious about your day If you also hug your pillow when you sleep like I do Or Sometimes if when you wake up only the TV is on in loneliness When it's really nothing I think I loved you too much I know you hear me so why did you leave? You said you'd always be here but now, all I do is cry.. For sometime now I lived on without you Like nothing was the matter I was okay... like the promise we made on your last day I lived without you in my mind. But I think I'm still searching helplessly for your scent that still remains I'm back at your last place wallowing in my sadness. I think I loved you too much I can't escape this pain you left me in, I'll be waiting for you again though I know you can't come back to me Yes, it is stupid of me.