i want to fade away in my existence.
until i am a near ghost-like shadow.
only those who wish to see me shall,
and i will no longer shine bright like i use to.
the dust shall continue to collect on my ruby facade.

day dreaming, kodak moments, seasons, body modification, inside jokes, sleeping, makeup, pale skin, in-depth thought, correct spelling, watching peoples movement, photography, cuddles, pin up, specks of dust in bright light, singing, cigarettes+cheap liquor, high waisted skirts, nice nails, concerts+festivals, personal scents, red lips, big beds, road trips, sex, individuality, long+late night phone calls, $$$, laying in fields+watching the clouds, lazy days, tattoos, necks+collarbones, reading, kisses, change, city lights, trees, the smell of fresh rain, night time, long showers, appleton estate rum, british accents + my mum.