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chad jackson
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MCHENRY, Illinois, US
Last Login: 10/21/2009

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åMªÑða♥

Oct 22 2009 3:04 AM

As I am coming onto another birthday I can't help but think about you! I pray that you are up in heaven watching over me, that you still hear me when I talk to you. Some days I smile when I think of you, and other days I am still so hurt by you being gone. You were my everything! I did, and always will love you Chad! Another year older, yet some days i don't feel any wiser. As the days go one, I know I will find more reasons to smile, and less to frown about, but as of right now, I still miss you so much!!
åMªÑða♥

Aug 8 2009 5:30 AM

I haven't forgotten you! I never will. You hold my heart.
åMªÑða♥

Jun 17 2009 4:46 PM

Hello sunshine! I miss you. Today would have been our 12 year anniversary! That would have been along time. Really sucks that we only got to 10 years. We had dreams of always being together, to grow old together. Whether romantically or just as friends. It sucks in times of sadness and need that you aren't here. I have no shoulders to lean on now.....
Someday we will meet again! I hope it will be as magical as the first day we met 13 years ago! I miss you baby, you will forever hold a special place in my heart! ♥ I love you
♥ ♥ AMANDA ♥ ♥amanda jackson

Jun 7 2009 3:18 PM

dad says he loves and miss you. i am havin a baby so you are going to be an uncle again
åMªÑða♥

Apr 27 2009 3:18 AM

:( Been missing you alot lately!
Axel Madden

Apr 2 2009 2:48 AM

Hey big dog. Been a long time but i was going thru some old pics and thought bout ya and wanted to give a shout. Im finally getting my life back 2gether bro-going back 2 skool even.
annjuliaannjulia smalls

Apr 1 2009 3:08 AM

golden birthday hey.....i told amanda 2day she may not have spent this GOLDEN BDAY WITH U,HOWEVER SHE GOT 2 SPEND SOME GOLDEN YEEARS................I KNOW CUS I GOT 2 SPEND SOME GOLDEN TIMES WITH UU...SO I CANT IMAGINE WHAT 12 13 YEARS FEELS LIKE....BUT THEN AGAIN I CAN..I MISS U MY BROTHER I MISS U MY FRIEND......OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHH LOVE U 4EVER HAPPY BDAY
åMªÑða♥

Mar 31 2009 7:58 PM

Happy Golden Birthday Chad!
I remember when we were in the Dells, and it was my Golden Birthday. We were laying there, and I told you that I was gonna throw you the best party on yours! I wish i could, you deserved it. We were suppose to grow old together, even if it was gonna be just as friends. I miss you so much, I can't even believe you are gone still. I just hope that you are looking down, smiling, knowing how much you were loved.
Forever and ever you will be in my heart!
annjuliaannjulia smalls

Mar 24 2009 2:37 AM

I TRIED REALLLLLLLLLLLLL HARD 2 GET THROUGH THIS DAY....I KEPT THINKING IT SHOULD BE EASIER...HOW WRONG I AM....AND WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT HOW CAN IT B CUZ I CANT GET U OUT MY HEAD.....U WAS MY BEST FRIEND AND ITS SO HARD 2 FORGET U AND HOW SUPPORTED U WAS 4 ME.....I FIND MYSELF NOT EVEN GETTING EXCITED ABOUT NE OF MY ACHIEVMENTS....IM LIKE IT DO NOT FEEL THE SAME CUZ WHEN I USE 2 TELL U ABOUT IT U WOULD MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR STAR....LOL....NO BUT SERIOUSLY I MISS U SO BAD...AND NOT FOR MY EGO...LOL...JUST CUZ I MISS U.....AMARA TURNED 6.....CRAZY SHE LOOKING SO BEAUTIFUL...AND SINGING HER HEART OUT...U BE SO PROUD....I LOVE U AND I ALWAYS WILLL....143
åMªÑða♥

Mar 23 2009 4:24 PM

I hate this day....
I hate that I didn't go to the hospital, and I hate that you sent those pictures. I know you are in a great place, and i hope that you are still looking after me. God knows I need someone to guide me. You were my first true love, I will never in my life forget what we had. I love you more then words can say.....you always will be in my heart! wink wink, squeeze squeeze squeeze!!!
annjuliaannjulia smalls

Mar 7 2009 4:02 PM

WOW WOW WOW....THIS IS THE MONTH THAT IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HARD FOR ME....AMARA BE 6 THE SAME DAY U LEFT US ALL...AND I JUST HAVE A HARD TIME CELEBRATING HER BDAY....BUT I DO IT AND I KNOW THATS EXACTLY HOW U WOULD WANT IT...CUZ U LOVED HER SO..............I DO NOT NEED 2 TELL U THE UPS AND DOWNS I BEEN THROUGH CUZ I KNOW UR WATCHING ME...WHETHER IM IN STATES OUT OF STATE AT THE HOSPITAL IN THE GROCERY STORE AT CHURCH I CAN FEEL UR PRESENCE AND U NOW THAT UR IN MY HEART NO MATTER WHERE I AM AT.....I HAVENT TALKED 2 UR PARENTS IN A MINUTE BUT I PLAN 2......I LOVE AND MISS U DEARLY MUAH 143
åMªÑða♥

Jan 5 2009 4:28 AM

Chad Leon Jackson......you will never know!!
It is 2009 now. Wow, how time fly's! I spent the New year with you sister.....god I love your family! Everyday i live for you...I will be your heart, your eyes and your mind. I won't disappoint you, no matter how hard things get, I am sticking it out for you.
You are my angel above! Love you always and forever!!
FRANCO VFrank parisi

Dec 8 2008 8:43 PM

thinking about ya//
~F
Joe

Dec 6 2008 2:47 PM

HEY DAWG I MISS U SO MUCH i'M GOING TO GO DO SOME ICE FISHING ON SUNDAY HOPEFULLY I'LL CATCH 1 FOR U LOVE YA BRO
Dohr

Dec 6 2008 1:35 AM

haven't stopped here in a while!! so yo chad-lee! man o man 2 years of sobriety just passed a month ago. . .i was just thinking/writing about the last time i saw you at the court house and how that was the last time and how i wish i could have froze that moment and brought you with me to the program i was in but no time machines have been invented hell this country can't even balance its checkbook anymore! well i've been writing my first novel and LEON is certainly a character in it. . . its about a fictional (although a bit non-fic) character growing up as an x-generationer trying to find his way through life. ..with love, drugs, corporate world, family, friends etc. . starting to lean towards The Cobain Effect as a title but only time will tell if that is what it will end up being oh yeah and the kids book is at a publisher and I will definetly be dropping one off for you once it is in my hands. . .
WORD miss ya man! LATE!!
åMªÑða♥

Nov 28 2008 8:27 PM

Having one of those days....the kind where i would love nothing more then to just get a huge hug from you. I wish with all my heart that you could be here. No one will ever understand how completely lost I am with out you around. With Thanksgiving just yesterday, I am thankful that of all the sad things that have come with you dying, that at least I have your family forever as a part of me! I love you chad.
Always and forever!
jj blaYall daY

Nov 27 2008 6:12 PM
åMªÑða♥

Oct 16 2008 3:23 AM

Went to Zolli's wedding over the weekend! It was so much fun. Him and Kasia are so cute together. And though I know you and her didn't get along, I know you would have been right there in that wedding party! Actually, I can honestly say you were probably there! There was a certain peace all night, a sense of happiness and love. You were probably there right along with us.
I love you, never will forget you, and will forever thank you for helping me become the person I am today! XOXO
annjuliaannjulia smalls

Sep 22 2008 3:42 PM

well I MADE 21 AND I AM STILL ME.....LOL....I REMEMBER WE USE 2 TALK ABOUT ME BEING 21 AND WOWW OH WOWWWWWWWWW HOW I WISH U COULD BE HERE SOOOOOOOOO MANY NEW THANGS GOING ON WITH ME....KEEPING SOOOO BUSY....I GOT 2 TALK 2 UR MOM AND AS USUALLY ANJ WASNT TELLING THE TRUTH....BUT THATS ANOTHER RICKY LAKE STORY....LOL...WHOMEVER CAME UP WITH THE SAYING SUCCESS IS NUTING UNLESS U HVE UR BESTFRIEND 2 SHARE IT WITH.....NEW EXACTLY WHAT THEY WAS SAYING.....I MISS U BESTRIEND....AND I LOVE U ALWAYS....MUAH 143 Aj
åMªÑða♥

Sep 9 2008 1:52 AM

I keep dreaming of you! In all of my dreams you are lost. I really hope that in one of them I find you, it really scares me. Sometimes I wish I could explain in words how much I miss you. You were my life, and now you are not here to hold my hand anymore. I miss that.
I got a chance to finally go on a few vacations. Went to Florida, it was kind of sad, it made me think of you ALOT. My last few times I was there was with you. I also just got back from Vegas. It was a much needed rest from life. I tried to go see Paul Oakenfold for you, but we never made it there. Francis and I have also had talks of Ibiza. We will live for you now!! I want to do all the things you wanted to do, but didn't get your chance. I will see life for you! I can promise you that! I love you Chad Leon Jackson, you will always hold my heart in your hands!! wink wink....squeeze squeeze squeeze!
annjuliaannjulia smalls

Aug 16 2008 10:47 PM

ITS JUST STARTING FOR ME CHADD....I AM ON MY WAY 2MORROW...MY FIRST TOUR...AND I LANDED IT IN WISONSIN AND THEN CANADA.....IM ON MY WAY....I KNOW U KNOW HOW MUCH I NEED U 2 BE THERE I AM STILL A CHICKEN....LOVE U ALWAYS.....OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWEEEEEEE WE GOT THIS...LOL....143
annjuliaannjulia smalls

Jul 23 2008 8:01 PM

Where do I start....SO MUCH 2 TELL U...THEN I START THINKING IF I KNOW U LIKE I FEEL I KNOW U U PROLLY ALREADY KNOW HOW BUSY THINGS ARE FOR ME....AND THE WEIRDEST THING IS IMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMA HAVE MY FIRST LEAD ROLE IN WISCONSIN....LOL..HOW IRONIC IS THAT...LOL...IM SO EXCITED THE WHOLE STORY LINE I HAVE SEEMS LIKE THE DIRECTOR KNEW ME AND HE IS WRITING MY STORY...I WAS CRYING AND EXCITED ALL AT THE SAME TIME...OH CHAD I WISH U WAS HERE 2 ACTUALLY C ME PERFORM....BUT I KNOW U GOT MY BACK....THE MANAGER IN THE MOVIE I QUESS WE SUPPOSE 2 BE RATHER CLOSE,AND THE FUNNY PART IS U REMEMEBR WHEN U WAS MY MANAGER FOR A BRIEF MINUTE...LOL WELL HE ACTING JUST LIKE U....I FEEL PROTECTED AGAIN ...BUT ITS A MOVIE AND U WAS THE REAL DEAL....LOL....OHHHHHHHHHHHHH CHAD U ARE MISSED SO MUCH.....I WORK HARDER CUZ I KNOW U WATCHING ME AND UR ANOTHER PERSON IN MY LIFE I DONT EVER WANT 2 DISSAPOINT...OR LET DOWN...SO I AM GOING STRAIGHT 2 THE TOP AND STAYING HUMBLE AND MAKE U PROUD AND SMILE AT ME AS U LOOKING DOWN GOING THATS MY GURL MY BEST FRIEND FOREVER.....LOVE U SO MUCH...Aj
åMªÑða♥

Jul 14 2008 3:12 AM

I love that someone put a picture of you up from a dance! lol. That would have made you smile.
I missed you alot this weekend. I had some lonely times that really made me cherish the fact that thanks to you I wasn't lonely for 9 years! I will never forget you, you stole my heart.
Love Love Love you!
Mr. Zollimichael zolli

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BrookBrook Madden

Jul 7 2008 6:19 PM

Hey Chad! I found this picture of you taking me to my homecoming! :) Funny! Missing you.