About me: Iam me. iam an extremely mellow person unless you make me mad then the devil shall arize!! Also i have a very different personality than most people. but thats what makes people like me soo much. iam very easy to get along with too.
yeahh, but i think i may give him another chance and if he doesnt stop this time, then it'll just have to be over and he can just be with her. i've been so stressed over this that i cant even eat, sleep nothing.. ugghh..
but idk. things will turn out how their supposed to
i hope so, last night he was writing me telling me if she has to be dead to him in order to keep me than thats what'll be.. and askinng me not to lose him saying how bad he was hurting, etc. so idkk. were still together but its hard to really trust him now, but im trying..
yeah that would be her. im still beating her up, lol, we just couldnt find her house. but i got her thoughh..
stephen says that he loves her but he's in love with me. he says he wants to be with me for a really long time, but he also says if he wasnt with me than he'd want to be with her... idk. it just reallyy breaks my heart. but i know i dont want to lose him, so im trying to deal i guess. :/ i just dont think i should have to.
yeahh thats her, and im still gonna beat her up, lol, we just couldnt find her house.
and he says he still loves her but he's in love with me.. idk what to believe, idk what to think ya konww. but i know i dont want to lose him so im trying my best to deal but realy it kills me.. :/
&& we'd be perfect if it wasnt for him not being able to leave this amillia girl alone. like yesterday we finally got everything talked out and stuff.. then i called him back last night, and asked if he's talked to her.
he said well i messaged her on myspace but she didnt message me backk..
im like wtff.. you know like if he "loves" me so much why is he doin this to me you know..
