i just watched our highschool video that bish made AGAIN and even though ive seen it a million times, it still gets to me every single time. those moments of you in it capture you soo well and are the best reminder of your amazingness. i would give ANYTHING to go back to highschool for even just a day. everyone always says once youre done with highschool youll miss it, but i never really gave it much thought how much id miss it when we actually were in highschool. anddd now its SO much harder and so much more missed knowing that some of those that were there with us (like you and jaymie) are no longer here. but you created great memories for us all. thanks for that pretty! i missss youuuuu..youre the best jpol<3
but know that im thinking of you from the heart and i remember you as you always were: an amazing, warm, happy, thoughtful person to everyone you met. :)
It is easier to talk to you now, than many people i know alive. i can poor out my feelings, thoughts and love onto paper and easily imagine your lovely charm and witty response. Know that you will forever be missed, loved and never forgotten, for you are much more than a memory to me. I am forever thankful for everything you have given me either material, spiritual or emotionally, and of course the gift of a friendship that will last forever. Above all, I am more than grateful to be able to have one of the greatest angels i can ask for. I know you will always be right beside me every step of the way as i chase my dreams. I know that I will have to look no further than in my heart to find the strength and passion to fulfill my dream of becoming a national champion in wrestling. I have no doubt that any obstacle life throws my way I will be able to overcome it with the help of your amazing soul that I have tattooed on my heart. You know, Love is stronger than death, although it cannot stop death frm happening, no matter how hard death tries, it cannot separate our love or our memories. In the end, life and love is much stronger then death. Through my life, and our love you will always be alive. Words can't express how much you mean to me, and even though your gone we are still a family, and as close as ever. In my heart i will carry you forever, until the future when you will open up the gates with open arms for the rest of us…..cant believe its been 2 years….lub ya
