- g a i j i n - 's Blog
i’m all alone in my own defeat.
the subject is carefully written.
for those who probably will work in the government, this is the only advice i can gave u.
"buy a lots of mask"
mask of defeat, mask of winning, and mask of losing. and last but not least, mask of hypocrite.
life in the government sector is much worst than a stale belacan. (and i've ate stale belacan before).
it's suck, man.
suck big time.
mengumpat, mengumpat, memboikot, jilat punggung, dan kipas.
aku tak mahu ini semua.
demi untuk periuk nasi, dan duit nak bayar loan.
aku terpaksa.
pakai topeng. bermuka kan orang lain.
i'm starting to lose my own self.
and if u meet me, in this monkey suit of our so called government pelican like tailored suit,
that is not me.
but, after the clock ticks 5 p.m, it is me all over again. the old man who used to smack at your head with dirty, dirty thoughts. and the so-called Jewish thinking. that old man who sold nasi lemak few years back.
retarded.
hahahah.
i've sold my soul the devil.
so, let me be. me.
abg dan adik mmg x dpt dipisahkan...walau di alam cuber sekali pon!.....hahaha
neway jgn lupe aku nak order topeng gak tau..hurm dlm swasta pown same gak bro.
bagus la klo ko still yg dulu even sudah menjawat jawatan "gomen" haha..jgn lupe aku pown penah jual nasi lemak..haha