bout deleting my myspace account. All my mates have gone out into the world and are better off for it, maybe its time i stopped deluding myself and realised that certain things aren’t gonna happen for me. Dreams are all well and good but there has to be a point when you say to yourself that dreams are like fairytales, they happen as a kid when your parents read you a story and your imagination takes you there, not when you grow up and wish they would happen and you would do anything in the world to make them a reality, but they never do. Maybe its just me and im aiming to high but the things you really want in life are not easy and it seems to me always out of reach. Jobs, girls and even friends are out of reach for me and it seems as if life is passing by and i can’t do anything to control it. Im always out of the ’loop’ and always the ’butt’ of the jokes, something which seems all too common. Is it that people are envious or just see me as someone that isn’t worth the time of day, who knows but what ever the outcome I need to change my attitude on life.
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