Statistics -Birthday: August 23, 1995. -Gender: Female mentally and physically. -Smoke/Drink/Drugs: I don't do any of that. -Orientation: Bisexual by nature; pansexual by choice. -Ethnicity: 50% Asian/Pacific Islander (Filipino, tiny, tiny, tiny bit of Chinese), 50% Other (German, Scottish, English, Cherokee, Mexican, Irish, etc.). -Occupation: Guitarist, failed-pacisfist, salutatorian, aka second place. -Relationship Status: Single and looking. -Religion: Agnostic. God-free. I do not wish to seek nor worship him. -Location: Waco, Texas...Texas. Yeah. It's fucking amazing(?). **Respect me for my beliefs, and I'll respect you for yours..**
I have always found body modification (tattoos, implants, piercings, suspension, ear shaping/elfing, tongue splitting, etc.) to be an art. For some years now I've grown fascinated to it. Unfortunately in today's society it's easy to take an art like body modification and turn it into trash. Just because you've pierced your lip does not mean what you've done is art...it's the process that is the most artistic. On some people, with representation and meaning, it can be actual art after the process. I envy those that can.
It may seem pretty cliche to see someone on MySpace obsessing over their photography, but I guess you can call me another cliche if that's the case. I really do like photography, but, and let's get this point straight shall we, I don't want to major in photography despite what you may think about me. Criminal law, defense, and prosecution is what I want to major in in college so before you go off assuming I'm another kid obsessed with taking pictures that are of terrible quality with my mother's camera, get to know me. BTW, I own an old school Canon E05 Digital Rebel XT. My parents wouldn't have bought me that camera without reason.
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I mainly hang out around Art Ambush for shows. If you plan on going to one, hit me up so we can meet or say hi!**
Significant People
Aleah aka Elijah
She's always been there for me. She's the kind of person that will tell you like it is. When you mess with her friends she gets upset, like whoa. I'm not even kidding. She gets pissed and takes action about it. I don't think I could get that kind of [blunt] honesty from anyone else. Aleah, you mean a lot to me [if you're reading this]. I'm pretty sure she's irreplaceable. We're going to go to Florida this month, and she's gone to all the shows I've been to with me. :)
Roger aka D-Man
Duuuuude, this boy means shitloads to me! He's been my friend since first grade. He acts like an idiot a majority of the time because he doesn't really think when he acts, but that's what makes him an amazing friend/person to hang with. Seriously, he does some crazy shit. He's one of the closest guy friends I've ever had.
ChiAnne aka Shiny
ChiAnne is one crazy beaner! At first we didn't really talk...we were more acquaintances than anything until we moved to another school where we were closer because of the small amount of students. Before I knew it we were talking like crazy, and we started getting closer and closer. I don't know what I'd do without this crazy ass Mexican in my life, but it wouldn't be as fun without her and our love for pointing out gaybars. :)
Daniel I added this boy at first because my bff used to date him. Then, out of the blue, he commented me on a band on my music list that I happened to like. We started talking everyday after that, and I eventually found myself enjoying his comments' presence on my page. I didn't think we'd get along at all, but he proved me wrong. Now he's on my page and top because he really proves himself. He's one tight ass friend! :D
Christian In fourth grade we used to dislike each other immensely because our tastes in drawings differed (he hated anime). Then we started talking to each other, and then we became friends. I didn't think the friendship would last as long as it has today, but again, he proved me wrong. I'm glad to have this kid in my life because he's been there for me during tough times. I have him to thank for that :)
Autumn aka Autuman Autumn seemed like a bitch to me at first...but then we were cool with each other. She's one of the nicest people I know because no matter what people have done, she's still nice. I'm secretly protective about her because she lets people in so easily and forgives fast. I don't want her getting stepped on, but she'll stand up for herself. I'm glad she's in my life! ^_____^
Alice aka Kittie I met her at St. Paul's Episcopalian Church during Confirmation Camp! She was the only person there that seemed worth getting to know! I don't know why we clicked, but I think it's because we were both misfits there, sort've. People looked down on us for what we were, and then we just found comfort in being different in each other. I hope this chica never leaves my life because I feel like we're really close. I can trust her with anything, and I know for a fact we've never fought. I can honestly say I love this girl! :)
Yasmin Karen aka Yazzi! I've known this chica long enough to know how tight she is! She lives on the other side of the world, but I know that I'll meet her one day! I found her on YouTube, and then we started talking on MySpace. She's the first person to introduce me to the scene (not saying I am emo or scene, but she informed me). I'm glad to have her in my life! I don't ever wanna lose her!
Aja aka Cakes the Hero Aja is amazing. She amazes me everytime we talk. I'm amazed by her personality and her beautifulnessnessness! Haha. I want to meet her one day. I can carry on decent, wonderful, long conversations with her and never get bored. I wish we lived closer...I'd try to spend everyday with her! ^____^
I don't know what to say here, really. I act on the internet pretty much like how I'd act in person so don't think if I say, "Wow! That's interesting!" or "Wtf?! Seriously?!" that I'm just saying it to say it; I most likely, and a majority of the time, mean it. I can be fairly interesting in public; seriously, if your point of interest is in writing human interest papers or things of that nature then you might enjoy spending a few days with me because I'm always up and down with emotions and thoughts. People may find me intimidating because (they see me on MySpace first, i.e. they see my default and default only) they automatically assume that I'm a complete bitch because of how I look (believe me, I've gotten that kind of response from some people before), or they judge me because of how "smart" I am (people shouldn't be judged by intelligence). When I started to degrade people for their own thoughts and morals no matter how different they were from mine, I knew that I needed to do something about it. I'm pro-choice, pro-same-sex-marriage, and pro-lots-of-other-shit, but that doesn't mean I'm completely against those that are against GLBT marriage or abortions. I'm fine with other people and their own opinions as long as they don't try to force their beliefs onto me to get me to change my mind.
I hope you're waiting for me as I am waiting for you.
I'm not the kind of person who kisses for the sensation of telling, and I'm not the kind of girl who'll open her legs for anyone and everyone. Guys, in my personal experience, have been easy to tease because they believe shit. I find it not only hilarious and humorous but sad and a little disappointing. In today's culture I've grown accustomed to a guy thinking that just because I find him slightly interesting or attractive means that I sexually desire him. I'll tell you if I want you in any way like that, and most of the time, I don't want you 20+ year olds who add me telling me I'm cute, sexy, hot, or whatever the fuck goes on in your sick mind. I've only made FEW exceptions for certain people that haven't approached me like sick minded fucks that have nothing on their mind but me being naked or whatever sick fantasy they have about underaged kids. I can be very overprotective about myself sometimes, but I'd rather be safe than sorry. For those of you that are those exceptions, you're pretty amazing if I talk to you on here. :) Some of you may not believe me on this, so...Scott is a fine example of an older person that I don't feel scared talking to. GTFO, pedophiles!
I had to stop cutting sometime when I realized that it wasn't healthy for me. At the time I felt like it was a way I could release emotions without being emotional infront of others when in all reality it was just a stupid excuse to self-mutilate my body. How did I get help exactly? I confided in close friends such as one named Ruben who had gone through the same experience. He helped me get better, and I thank him for it everyday. I took cutting back up a few months ago, and being the friend he is, he questioned scars he saw and helped me quit for the second time. I don't think the road to recovery could have been so easy if I didn't have him to help me get through it. Being an ex-cutter has made me a little more open with my feelings like an open wound, but not everyone can be trusted. I usually make the mistake of letting people in only to get stabbed in the back (no matter how melodramatic that sounds) later like salt in a cut. My problem with trusting people easily and telling people too much about me too soon (secrets most of the time) has led me to hurt myself, and now I understand that it's not all my fault if I get tricked into saying things. My whole self-inflicted pain phase is gone, but the emotional wear and tear that was brought upon me and all the mental scars will still be and may always be there.
you know it lolz. hes still such a control freak thou. yeh i knw i wud love to be there photographer but coz their ll professional they have a manager and all tht. how r u sweetpea? loveyou. [x.x.x.x]
thats cool, ive never been to some of those places before. most of the time i just hangout with some friends, go see movies, sometimes drink at Treff's or 5th street Icehouse. i really dont know what all there is to do here in Waco.lol
lol..kinda beat but still energetic..if that makes any sense haha just gymed then played tennis with the bro. Text me up and tell me what's kickin'?? I'm off this and gettin' ready for work, take care! :D xx
ok kool yeah i asked my mom for some money and she might give it to me tomorrow yeah if she does whatever she will get over it. So true and maybe it will look kool bleached with brown. I decided to do underlayers and bangs. lol i am glad now that my hair is brown since it is lighter than black. We can help eachother out mostly me needing help. A.L.
thats cool ill have to check that album out sometime. na i havent realy gone out there, cuz most of the shows there are on the weekend and during the weekend im usually with my little girl. lol
oh ok when? ohh... because my mom was too lazt to get up and drive i have to bleach mine awesome but since the dye is semi permanent wouldnt it like rinse off and then the bleach would show right? and the total of the stuff would be like what 15 dollars whats the name of the products i need to get so i can look it up online
Its up to you... oh okay cool... not trying to be commanding or anything i guess just next time say something because some people do get offended and i am probabaly going to be in trouble with Chi Anne because i didnt go to her big game and i was suppose too A.L.
ok cool..thanks oh yeah i wanted to ask a question about today... Was Chi Anne and I bothering you and Lenore today because we sat by you but then ya'll moved away from us i'm ok with it chi anne was like ok(how marquice says it) but i just wanted to know?
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