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No one sees no one cares
Current mood:
As I awake each morning I feel deep inside that
depressed
my heart is being sucked out from me it's a feeling
that i hate i doesn't feel very good, Everything
I once believe in life, Future friends Love, is being
sucked away from me
I think about what is important to me trying to remember
what life is all about , but my heart won't let me see whats inside
the pain hurts so much each day i awake.
As I stand on this mountain looking down watching the cold waves
crash n rush against the sides of the cliffs i see my self slowly going
into darkens n i sit down crying watching my tears fall from my face
I pour my heart n soul wondering what is gonna happened to me
I love what i have now in life.
I walk along the shores walking in the water rushes up against my feet
making them cold as my heart is a bit like cold now i sit in the sand watching
the sun set to eternal darkness for me I feel myself suddenly sinking into
the darkness that surrounds me all I would is for people
Is to see and make me feel wanted again i sit in the corner all the time
alone but No one sees None cares if I was dead or alive
Which makes Joey cry everyday8:19 AM-
Post a comment...
- 5 years ago
- Christine C this poem made me so sad... i'm sorry you have all this shit. but ya know what? it makes you an increadibly strong person. even if it doesn't seem that way it does. we should hang out this weekend if your feeling better... i hope you are by the way. joey i care about you. makes me sad your not feeling good. :) get better soon! later! Christine5 years ago
- Desiree Meads5 years ago
I Care and i always will
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life is a prison
Current mood:
depressedLife is a prison,
Oh God let me out.
No one to listen,
To hear when you shout.
Climb the walls of insanity,
Ride the waves of despair.
If you fall it don't matter,
There's no one to care.
Used to wish for a window,
To see birds, trees and sky,
But you're better without one -
Stops you aiming too high.
Watching freedom is painful,
For those locked away.
Seeing joy, love and happiness,
Another price that you pay.
Strong is good, weak is bad.
Be it false, be it true.
Your mind makes the choice,
And enforces it too.
Cell walls built by society,
With rules to adhere.
If you breach the acceptable,
You had better beware.
Hide the pain, carry on,
Routine is the key.
Don't let on that you're not,
What you're pretending to be.
Lock it all up inside you,
How badly that bodes.
Look out for that one day,
When it all just explodes.
Leaving naught but a shell,
Base functionality too.
But killing all else,
That was uniquely you.
So how do you grow,
With a timebomb inside?
Or how to defuse it,
Without destroying its ride?
You can't. -
enslaved
Current mood:
At night I sit alone and watch the shadows dance around.depressed
I hold my breath and listen yet silence is the only sound.
I reach for some comfort yet feel no embrace.
I am tired of the emptiness and loneliness of this place.
I can feel no more hurt because I have learned to live with my pain.
I often wonder how I survived and continue to stay sane.
I have hurt so deeply and cried too many tears.
I have been empty and broken for so many years.
I am tired of pretending that I am fine and all is okay.
I am tired of hiding behind this mask I wear every day.
I have drifted so far and can no longer be saved.
These feelings hold me captive and to them I am enslaved.
<P>size=2>Would you...
Kiss me: no
Hug me: yes
Date me: no
Get tipsy with me: no
Kick it with me: yes
Love me: yes
Hate me: no
Hold me: yes
Hurt me: no
Sing with me: yes
Dance with me: yes
Touch me: no
Stare at me: yes
Cuddle with me: no
Let me make a move on you: no
Have sex with me: no
Make a move on me: no
Watch a movie with me: yes
Get me a Suprise gift?: yes
Let me borrow your car: yes
Let me see you naked: no
Be there for me: yes
Buy me a drink: no
Take a shower with me: no
Bring me around your friends: yes
Give me a massage: no
Take me to the club: yes
Ask me out: no
Like me: yes
Drink kool-aid with me: yes
Look if i was naked: no
Take advantage of me: no
Let me take advantage of u: no
Hang on to me: no
Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: yes
Hold hands with me: no
Do something incredibly sweet for me: yes
Tell me you love me: yes</P><P>size=2>What would you do if you woke up next to me: think about why i was there
Will you repost this so i can do the same for u: yes</P>