i love coming on here and reading all the picture captions you put on the boys pictures and the little you did right about yourself. its so you and i can just picture you saying it. I miss you more than anyone can understand. a year ago today i was with you. laughing in my car at other peoples expense. what id give to have you back. everything is just so messed up and the boys are sooo big. i just wish you could be here to see them and watch them grow up and enjoy them and be here for me. I hate this. ugh. i love you i miss you more than words can say. I cant wait until i see you again
member when we talked about what the hardest death in the family would be? Man i was so right when i said you. its really weird you not being here to talk to. Im going back to school. I have NOO idea why im writing you on here. Seems you never checked ur myspace while you were here i doubt ud check it in heaven. SO me and thomas are still going strong. The boys miss you like crazy. Tj says "i want momma come down" This still all feels like a bad dream. I really wish you were here. A & P still blows. Lol. and those annoying girls are still there and fyi im officially the crazy college student. I really wish all the things we talked about could still happen. Florida. The nursing home. Our house on the ocean. Im trying my hardest lish. Its not easy being you!! Never realized that till i had to take ur role. well i love you more than words can say. I hope your doing something AMAZING up there because i miss you like crazy down here. hope your having fun with Tony and Grandma. love always and forever your little sister spacy
