sometime alone is where i am and not where i want to be. i want to be in a state of this is where i need to be. i have so much love and im not sure if the focus i give even needs to be given as much as i give it. i can't stop myself from wanting to give so much. i want to be happy but it always seems to find a way to stay infront of me like a carrot infront of a horse so you can keep it going. maybe when i really start school like the 3rd or 4th week in i will focus my time on other things. i am happy and i am unhappy at the sametime. i want, theres so many stupid things i want, na i will try to stop wanting i will try to be happy with what i have. be happy with just being insted of wanting to be more then just being.
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