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MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts ......Image Provided By: ..PrankSpace.. RESUME by Dorothy Parker Razors pain you; Rivers are damp; Acids stain you; And drugs cause cramp. Guns aren't lawful; Nooses give; Gas smells awfull; You might as well live. _____________________________________________________________ I start my "about me" section with this selection because when I was a young teenager (8th grade) my English teacher told me this poem (along with alot of others) and this stuck with me through out life. Everytime I thought about giving up this Poem came back to me and the look in her eyes when she asked me to read it. _____________________________________________________________ Alot of things have happened in my life; alot I wish I could take back. But SO many more that I am so glad I can't. A while back I almost deleted this page. Then that poem came to me along with a couple great friends, that convinced me that if I did I would be giving up. And I am not about to do that. I am a fighter (not in a bad way lol) I am a mother of four beautiful children age ranges are from 10 to 3 years old. I am a full time college student. I am a active member of the PTA. And I take care of my disabled mother. So yeah I'm pretty busy. And yeah I have to fight myself every day of my life not to give up because if I do who is going to show my kids how a mother is suppose to be? Who is going to take care of my mother as her problem gets worse? If I give up who is going to do everything that needs to be taken care of? AND TO MY "GRANDMOTHER" YES I TAKE CARE OF MY MOM AND SHE TAKES CARE OF ME, THAT IS THE WAY FAMILY IS, AND THE WAY IT IS SUPPOSE TO BE! IF YOU DON'T LIKE THAT THAN YOUR LOSS NOT MINE. I have a love of all things poetry, fantasy (fairies, "witches" (the fake ones and real), vampires, etc. I love all people and am willing to give people second chances. (I DON'T LOVE MY SECOND EX-HUSBAND BUT HE AIN'T A PERSON HE'S A DOWN RIGHT SLUG COVERED IN SALT TURNING INTO GOO.) UPDATE: 12-18-08 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Well hello every one. I am still in school and doing great, this semester I received an A,B,B, and B-. I was suppose to graduate in May but since I was sick AND IN THE HOSPITAL (GRANDMOTHER) I had to drop two classes and that pushed me till hopefully the fall but they are projecting me to the Spring of 2010 just in case. The kids are doing wonderful, growing like crazy, my oldest two are both into acting and singing and are in a talent agency for it. So far I haven't been able to pay for the classes just yet but they will start in January. Who knows maybe you'll be seeing them on t.v. by the spring. Me and my boyfriend are doing good we are planning on moving as soon as we graduate with our associates degree, hopefully back east to where it will be easier for the kids to see their dad, and for me and him to see our families in Florida and Indiana. Other than that just dealing with life and got a new addition to our family you can look at her pics in my albums, oh and my oldest little brother just had a baby, she looks just like him she is beautiful. She was born December 10th, 2008. And like my beautiful Rex baby I got my beautiful Honey Bear from him. They are inseparable they are so cute together. And hopefully we will soon be having puppies : ) I'll keep you all updated on that! Well my love to all MY friends and TRUE family. I will update again later. That is it for now. ____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ UPDATE: Hey everyone, just thought I would drop a few lines to let everyone know how me and the kids were doing. Well me and the kids have decided to stay in Nevada, they don't want to leave their friends they are doing great in school and I don't want to uproot the kids. Morgan starts school in August...then Aden starts the year after that. I will have no more babies at home for me.... I am still in school and trying to take care of that and mom and the kiddies...I feel like I should be doing more. But Oh I am quitting smoking. The kids asked....so I am trying...I so still want them...I don't think I am ready...but I am trying. that is it for now I guess...love to all.... Becks ______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ NEW UPDATE...... WELL I HAVE CHANGED MY RELATIONSHIP STATUS.....I LOVE HIM BUT ALAS ALL GOOD THINGS MUST COME TO A END....WE SHALL REMAIN GOOD FRIENDS (I HOPE) I KNOW HE WON'T READ THIS...FOR HE DOES NOT CARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS...EVEN IF HE DOES CARE ABOUT ME TO A POINT. LIFE CHANGES...HOPEFULLY THIS WILL BE FOR GOOD AND NOT BAD...I WISH HIM ALL THE LUCK IN THE WORLD AND ALL THE BLESSINGS THAT CAN BE BESTOWED ON A PERSON...I WISH HIM ALL THE HAPPINESS AND HOPEFULLY HE WILL FIND SOMEONE THAT IS WHAT HE IS LOOKING FOR...I WAS NOT UP TO PAR LOL....THERE IS NO HARD FEELINGS OR ILL FEELINGS BETWEEN US AT LEAST AS FAR AS I KNOW...BUT I KNOW MY FRIENDS WON'T LET ME DOWN AT A TIME LIKE THIS...MY LOVE TO ALL.... BECKS