Amanda's Blog

Current mood:pissed off

Fuck you to ALL my friends who treat me like shit but make me believe it's my fault!  I can be the bitch in your eyes becuase I know you couldn't handle seeing the kind of person you really are. 

 Fuck you to those people who think friendship is a one way road, always taking and feeling put out when asked for a favor.

 Fuck you for thinking your better then me. You're not better then me, and thinking that proves me right. You don't judge friends it makes you shallow and not worth my time. You need to think of people as your equal.

 Fuck you for not being there for me when I needed you. For making me feel guilty about needing a friend.

 Fuck you for turning my words around. If you're going to bitch about something I said, don't change it to make yourself right.

 Fuck you for trying to control my life.

 Fuck you for thinking you know everything. If you haven't been there maybe you don't know what your talking about and you should just shut up. I need to learn some things on my own and having someone tell me I'm doing things wrong doesn't help me. Sometimes you can only learn from experience and secondhand experience isn't always right. 

Fuck you for making me feel bad about myself.

 Fuck you for thinking you can decide when our friendship is over. You think you can just think I don't wanna talk to that person I'm gonna ignore them now? Well fuck you. You only do that becuase you know your wrong. If you're gonna bitch at me and tell me all the things your don't like about, expect the same back. Don't be weak. Don't dish it out if you can't handle it yourself.

 Thank you to those of you who really are my friends.  You are there when I need you and you're there without judgement. Whether I've known you for years or just a few weeks I know you a good person and I'm happy to have you in my life.