Zevious Roflcopter

About me:

"Often he lay there all night long, not sleeping at all, just scratching on the leather for hours at a time. Or he undertook the very difficult task of pushing a chair over to the window. Then he crept up on the window sill and, braced on the chair, leaned against the window to look out, obviously with some memory or other of the liberating sense which looking out the window used to bring him in earlier times. For, in fact, from day to day he perceived things with less and less clarity, even those only a short distance away: the hospital across the street, the all-too-frequent sight of which he had previously cursed, was not visible at all any more, and if he had not been very well aware that he lived in the quiet but completely urban Charlotte Street, he could have believed that from his window he was peering out at a featureless wasteland, in which the gray heaven and the gray earth had merged and were indistinguishable.

I'm Zach, Let me explain myself in a way that took a very important sort of stranger to come into my life, before I was able to realize it. I don't see the happiness in things, I only see the minutes and seconds of everything, more so than you, more so than anyone. Events which others may find satisfying I only see a countdown to failure for. In friendships I see the countdown of it's demise, changing interests and loss of touch. Health is only the amount of time filling the gap between illnesses. And love falls through in such a fast, small span of time, most of you don't even recognize it. My whole life is the metaphorical half empty glass...now I'll continue. I am not merely a list of things I do or like. I'm not too complex, but I do have a habit of over analyzing, and that seems to be too much for the shallowness of most people. There's a lot of events to my story, but all lead to ultimately the same basic idea. It's not too hard to understand If you'd care to try, you might even enjoy the ride. You might come to love my sarcasm or my apathy, and though both of those traits are associated with arrogance, I assure you I'm no different from you, not really. No better or no worse.
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This in turn brings me to a girl named Alisha, whom, in all honesty, I know very little about. Regardless of this fact I care about her so much. She's super sweet, uber adorable, and perhaps the most random person I've ever met...kinda a three way tie after meeting her friends...but I assume they were under the influence of crack so she wins by default. I've been a better person since I've met her and I hope I can keep this in my life.
Alisha <3

Got hacked by Kacey!
Zach & I are besties. Be jealous. We have THE best conversations of all time. This boy can alwaysss cheer me up. =]