Reena

About me:

• MY FAMILY IS MY STRENGTH, MY INSPIRATION!
• I ONLY HAVE A HANDFUL OF PEOPLE WHO I CALL MY FRIENDS!
• I'M A SURGICAL/TRAUMA ICU NURSE
• I WILL BE PURSUING A CAREER IN NURSING ANESTHESIA!
• I INTEND TO GET MY MASTER'S DEGREE IN PAIN MANAGEMENT!
• I HAVE TWO DOGS, A LHASSO APSO & YORKIE
• I DON'T HAVE A TWIN SISTER! I HAVE THREE BROTHERS!
• I DON'T WANT ANYONE SENDING ME AN IM THROUGH MYSPACE!
• I DON'T INTEND TO DISTRIBUTE MY TELEPHONE NUMBER, SO PLEASE DON'T BOTHER TO ASK UNLESS YOU ARE A FRIEND OF MINE!
• WHAT MAKE UP BRAND I USE: DIOR, CHANEL, MAC, NARS
• I DON'T HAVE A FAKE NOSE!
• I DON'T CARE IF I AM A FOB! I WAS BORN AND RAISED IN THE PHILIPPINES
• I AM PASSIONATE ABOUT HELPING OTHERS!
• I LOVE MY LIFE!
  
  
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  I'm Filipina and live in the Richardson/Dallas area. I grew up in the Philippines and have been living in the states for nearly 10 years. Over the years, I've learned the value of acceptance and commitment. There are many misconceptions about who I really am as a person, and often times, I am solely abjudicated by many based on the photographs they see. It is painful at times to learn that some people already made up their mind about me without even attempting to get a closer look of the person that I am. I find it disturbing, but at the same time, it has taught me a significant understanding of how we shall take the time to get to know a person before passing on any judgment. You might be astounded how wonderful a person is even though pictures seem to indicate otherwise! Being able to model for a little over a year now, I have come to grip the worth of acceptance; acceptance of who you are as a person and acceptance of the people around us. Being able to obtain bliss in life is being able to love yourself completely and realize that there will be imperfections, but we shall work on them and find ways to improve ourselves rather than mope around and pick on other individuals to amplify our personal insecurities. Commitment is a monumental necessity to achieve whatever dreams we may have. I personally believe that everything you aspire is attainable as long as we make a commitment to work harder towards whatever we dream for ourselves and for our family. With constant hope, faith, and perseverance, we will always prevail in all our endeavors. I am very strong-minded, independent, and industrious. I dedicate my heart and much of my efforts for all that I dream. Little by little, I see myself accomplish what I thought seemed implausible to accomplish. I am never afraid to fail, because I know the lessons of failure will aid me in the future to achieve loftier ambitions and perspectives in life. I'm very sweet and very nice, but once you cross my good side, you will never be able to cross back. I do not covet gossipry. If I happen to dislike you, I will not make any pretentions that I do and I will certainly reassure you that I will not assay to squander my time and effort to talk about you.
  
  
  
  

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  Time is extremely precious to me, so you bet that I will not foolishly consume it on things that are nonsensical and ludicrous. For those who love to talk shit about me, what you say doesn't really trouble me. It amuses me of how lethargic and pitiful you make your world seems to be. To belittle someone without an "up close and personal" look to ameliorate your erratic confidence is comical and only portrays your nescient comprehension of life. What you say to me only adds flavor to the joy of proving you wrong! I'm very family-oriented and most of what I do and dream are inspired by my family. My family is my strength and my comfort zone that no matter how terrible the world may be at times, I will always have them to love and I will always have their love to cherish and keep. Friendship is very important to me. I never seem to be able to have genuine friends, because jealousy and hate always take over! I never seem to understand why. In the end, I only have a handful of best friends who I esteem and treasure as much as I treasure life itself. Sincerity is rare so once I find it in someone, I value it like a priceless possession. Modeling has helped me apprehend myself and the world in general in ways I never imagined. I am forever grateful....Although I have been asked numerous of times in shopping malls, club events, etc., I never even have the thought of seeing myself venturing into this world. Perhaps it was because I devalued what such images delineate about our culture and what the world is becoming, but I was completely and utterly wrong. Everyone deserves respect and understanding. All of us have been raised differently and have been exposed to different experiences and situations, therefore we all hold distinct values and beliefs, and I believe everyone deserves that chance to be understood. Who are we to judge and let people know what or what they shouldn't do? What do we know about them and the life they're living for us to be so convinced that our convictions are way better than them?
  
  
  I traveled a lot last year, but this year, I have slowed down considerably. My quest for education has become more intense and more comprehensive this year and so I must compel myself to attend to my highest priorities in life first. Education is eminently important to me, and I take it very seriously. I am currently working on my clinicals for nursing and on my last year of biology. I project myself to plunge into the medical world. It's been a passion of mine ever since as far as I can remember. Indeed, there are a few people who question my abilities and my ambition. Just because I prance around half naked and always having fun don't necessarily imply that I do not have the brains to go along with how I look. I am in the top of my class and on top of my game. I know what I need to do and I know the intensity of my ambition. I don't need any admonitions from people who present themselves as anonymous. If you have expertise in the medical field because you are involved in this area, feel free to offer suggestions. However, if you don't, shut your fucking mouth and mind your own fucking business!! I don't need to hear shit from individuals who seem to esteem themsevelves so highly above all others and who seem to fantasize how they have not sinned in this world! The most rewarding thing in life is being able to help out and give back to the less fortunate. What intrigues me about medicine is that when you are around patients, they humble you and make you realize how fortunate you are to be alive and to be able to look forward to tomorrow without having to worry whether or not you wake up or see your love ones again. I involve myself heavily in volunteer works and community service in hospitals and in other medical institutions, because I find pleasure in being able to bring joy and laughter to people who have lost most of their being in the midst of crisis! This becomes a constant reminder of how lucky I am and that how I should not take any day, anybody, or anything for granted, because it could be taken away from you in a blink of an eye! It brings so much humility and appreciation of life, and that there are many more important things to cry about than a boyfriend, a fashion crisis, weight issues, or all the other superficial things we fret over. Life is more valuable than that! This is how I feel, this is how I think, this how I live my life, and this is who I am!!! I chain myself to greater responsibilities to make a difference, to not conform to the master-narrative of what our society dictates, and to always remember that what resides in our hearts is what's going to differentiate us from others!!!! I have gone through all the ups and downs, and all the doldrums of life, and through it all, I managed to come out in one piece: a better, wiser, and stronger person! With all the hardships that life has put me through, I am now living a life what initially seemed to be a fairy tale! The tears I shed has allowed me to find beauty in everything that demands sacrifice, to seek joy and happiness despite being soaked with tears, and to be utterly helpless so we can possess the unwavering faith in HIM, the ultimate!
  NOTE: I am not modeling anymore; therefore I won’t be attending any HIN shows. I haven’t accepted any jobs for over a year now. I enjoyed it while it lasted, and it was such a treat for me to meet some of you in person. I will forever hold you guys in my heart for the love you’ve shown me.
  Also, it takes me awhile to respond to your messages. Please don’t bitch me out if I don’t reply within the time you expect me to. If you are impatient, I do not wish to receive anything from you nor do I want to waste my time on perverted propositions. I don’t want to exchange numbers with anyone unless of course you happened to be an old friend of mine that I haven’t seen in years. I don’t want to chat on here, either. If you wish to chat with me, you can aim me instead when you see me on! Thanks again for the understanding!
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