queen of cats rules with a iorn fist: the panther

My name is Gabriella, call me Kittie though, i compleatly despise my name. I may be fat, and i may have some acne but digg deeper than that and you'll find the true bitch i am. My dad just lost his job, so i might be moving soon, hopefully not out of the school district. but hell, who knows. I live at my favoret store, hottopic. haha just kidding, i do go there alot though, i live in rye town ship. I am a summer person because i love to swimm, and well... I have an older brother named nick, he's 16. Me and him never get along. We get into fights ALL the time. and not just the stupid dumb ass arguments. But like, chucking darts at eachother, mettal darts, fist fighting, he's a green belt in tikwon do. Hell sometimes one of us will pull a knife, axe or hatchet out on eachother. My friends know that even if i smile, i feel like i'v bin dieing inside. I am bisexual, and tend to get made fun of for it. The truth is, the only reson why im Bi is because i feel i dont lead girls on. For some reson i have the nature to lead a boy on, i cant help it. i dont even relise i am doing it untill its to late. I am an Ex cutter, though im finding myself almost making a rebound. I'v bin really depressed though i seem happy at school. To me life is nothing, noone likes the way i dress, act, look. and i cant help that unless i whant to be a fucking posser, wich i hate. I just whanted to say this to give you an inside veiw of my fucked up life.