Mrs[UNDERGROUND]

About me:

My given name is Stacey Marie Cathermen. I'm born and raised Californian and Irish blood. I am currently 20 years of age. I'm 5,3" 90lbs. I am bisexual and I am married. I have green brown eyes. My hair is naturaly blond currently dark brown. I have one twin brother and 3 older sisters, only one of whom I know. I am just a regular person with regular problems like everyone else. I am nothing special or spectacular and I have never claimed to be. I am a person who tends to either over or under estimated by others but never by myself. I love life and everything it has to offer me. To me the meaning of life is life it's self. To me life is like a good book you cant just stop in the middle of it, you have to see how it ends. I truly believe that it is not the experiences in your life that make you but what you do with them, and that every person you meet in your life plays a key roll in making you who you are today. Life is long and hard, shit happens, so hold fast. I believe in not sweating the small stuff. Life is so short and you do and see so much in your life that you just don't have time to worry about every small thing. In life you will hurt and you will be hurt, but you will also love and be loved. You shouldn't pull all of your faith into one person or opportunity when you are so young, because you are going to meet so many people and have so many opportunities in your life. You meet someone, you form a relationship, you break up, you move on and you meet someone else. Heart break in its self is an amazing and wonderful experience so don't make the end of the world, just take it and learn from it. I am learning everyday and always will be. The day we stop learning is the day we die. I am someone who will never judge someone or something based on a first glance. So please, don't do so to me. How can you really know me or who I really am based on a few words and an image on your computer screen? You cant. I am not here to make you love me I am not here to make you hate me. I am just here, for me and for no one and nothing else. I don't want to be famous. I just want to live life as the best person I can possibly be. Take the time to really know me an I promise that it is something that you will never regret or forget. I can drink with the best of them and I can beat down anyone who has it coming. I know who I am and you can never bring me down no matter how hard you try. I will never forget my past or where I came from, but I live for today and for the next. I have my own opinion just like everyone else and I have that right and so do you. But I also know that others opinions aren't always the ones that matters to me, and they shouldn't matter to you. Never loose faith in yourself and what you can accomplish. You have to love yourself before others can love you. Show me some respect and I will do the same for you. In life what I love most is my family and friends. You can judge and hate me all you want but please leave my family out of it. My twin brother Samuel means more to me than anything on this earth. He is my world and my everything. He is the reason I am still alive today and I can never thank him enough for that. I owe everything to him. If in my life I can be just half of the person that my father was I will have accomplished everything I have ever wanted. He is by far the most extraordinary person I have ever had the honor to know. He is a better man than most could ever hope to be. My husband is my rock. he keeps me going on a day to day basis. Any women would be lucky to have a man like him. I truly do not deserve to have him in my life but he insist that it is the other way around.