Current mood:
contemplative
i have to do this. its been so log + ive wasted so many years.
theyve gone in the blink of an eye. in a breath.
i knew they would. i met others at the beginning + theirs too had elapsed by years.
here i am, 6 years on, still battling + i fear i will battle for the rest of my life.
i have no regrets, i dont belive in them , but now is the time.
ive tried + i cant + i want to , so bad.
all i need is a little time, to get behind this sun + cast my weight.
its do or die for me now. Im 26 + i have to get it back. i have to persevere.
i have to