Sweet Beeee

Amazing how i always find myself back here. lost but completely comfortable. confused but determined. heartbroken but truely thankful. without my past i wouldn't be who i am today. evil words made me stand up taller, heartbreaks made my heart stronger, laughter was the best medicine of them all. my mom taught me how to be a strong independent women, and my sister taught me to giggle through life and not give a fuck. i get stronger everyday, smarter everyday, and more beautiful everyday. i dont let anyone stand in my way. i get what i want...eventually :)
i am a nanny for three beautiful babies. children(and babies!) are the best mood picker upers, hug givers, and the best at teaching you to appreciate the little things. i do LOVE arizona, its my home. i really dont want to leave but i cant help wonder what else is out there....
i just moved to phoenix with my boyfriend. i LOVE him more than words can describe. my favorite time of the day is bedtime...when its just him and i. me in his arms....
music is needed in order to survive. rainy days are a must, especially when watching scary movies. books are my getaway. ballet and lyric dance makes me feel free. LOUD MUSIC is better than anything else. getting the uncontrollable giggles is the best exercise...EVER. sneaking in random kisses gets me throughout my day. daydreaming is a must. i consume waaay too much diet coke and arizona raspberry ice tea. i need the beach at my front door. a little bit of jager or champange equals a good night sleep for me. secret love notes throughout the day are the best suprises. running when its cold with my ipod. sleeeeeeeeeping innnnnnnn<3333 (warning: dont disturb my sleep. ha!)
i am too quiet and i am really too easy to get along with. and if you dont like me.... go kick rocks at your mother.