Carey

Who I'd like to meet:

I'm a friendly writer who enjoys conversations with most people. Net working is good! So go ahead and say hello, drop me a message, tell me a joke- you know what to do! :) Hook-up offers, USA citizenship attempts, spam/skanky video pollution will not be tolerated.


Something to think about .. In terms of dating, relationships and what not, do you know what it is that lights you up inside, either through past experience or a heightened sense of knowing yourself? Whether you are actively looking or being idle, there are people that come along that are interesting, intelligent and attractive creatures. You want to know more. They ignite an interest, a probing curiosity, something that demands exploration. Perhaps you know what I mean when I say that although there are a few exciting 'connection points' that bring you together, you realize that it isn't enough for you. This isn't a judgment on that person, it is about you being fair and honest to yourself and to that other person, as much pain and confusion it may inflict on both of you. Trust me, it isn't easy being on either side. And both of you usually come to that conclusion intellectually well before you get there emotionally, the last being what keeps you going longer than what should have been. And so you sense, sometimes with great sadness, that the situation is, at best, "for-now", not "for-ever". Therefore, you must part ways, even though that person and many people before them would have been satisfied, happy even, to have you in their life. But you need more. You need the connection points that reach deep to your core, to where you are, to who you are.


I need more. I. need. more.


I exist deeply and richly. A lifetime of seeing beyond the obvious, of seeing how everything relates to something else, of understanding to a great degree of who I am and what lights me up inside. Vacillating in my contentment in life, I strive for quality experiences. I've always considered the idea of sharing my life with someone else as a bonus to my happiness, not a prerequisite. With this, I've done my own thing, I have lived my thoughts, followed my convictions, lived with authenticity, continually learning, continually 'unlearning' and striving for excellence. I don't always do things right, but I try to do the right thing. And so, when you do encounter someone who matches your core, who is both teacher and student and where being yourself comes as natural as breathing, dont deny it. Embrace it. Let go of fear.. and pride..and the past..it will only serve as a road block to going forward, to getting to where you always knew you wanted to be, and that place is "home". Does that make sense to you? Do you know what I mean??? Please, share your thoughts...




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