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the dreamer's Interests
General
i like:
bubblegum ice cream, old photos, thick books, silence, laughter, running, dancing, talking about nothing, dandelions and queen ann's lace, winter, spring, rain, snow, hugs, dreaming, oreos, milk, chocolate milk, cobwebs, old houses, valleys, mountains, adventure, children, grown-ups who still are children, spontanous singing, theater curtains, stars, the ocean, praying, peace, love, moths, fireplaces, lollipops, raspberry iced-tea, meeting old friends, making new friends, letters, playing, pretending, reading, writing, windows, towers, wisdom, and sleeping.
Music
i like:
five iron frenzy, blindside, emery, underoath, norma jean, switchfoot, dead poetic, p.o.d., subseven, john reuben, david crowder band, death cab for cutie, as cities burn, mewithoutYou, ruth, audio adrenaline, phil wickham, leeland, newsboys, regina spektor, john legend, the postal service, iron and wine, flyleaf, plumb, matisyahu, leeland, downhere, sixpence none the richer, sanctus real, anberlin, safe haven, matthew west, august burns red, billie holiday, ella fitzgerald, cab calloway, nat king cole, eisley, imogen heap, and holiday unheard of.
Television
tv is stupid. go read a book.
Books
i like:
the bible, the lord of the rings, roverandom, the once and future king, the invisible man, northanger abbey, captivating, matilda, henry sugar and six more, the twits, james and the giant peach, till we have faces, the great divorce, the chronicals of narnia, mere christianity, the screwtape letters, the out of the silent planet trilogy, hitchiker's guide to the galaxy, the princess bride, the phantom of the opera, the count of monte cristo, a tree grows in brookland, bruchko, the international adventure series, the little prince, this present darkness, hangman's curse, peter pan, capt. hook, a series of unfortunate events, harry potter series, and the abhoreson trilogy.
Heroes
i look up to:
Jesus Christ, paul known as saul, beaver, ishabob, el baño, baby gringa, mamaw, papaw, jams, auntie m, mommy, dadums, lil' brudder, my many sisters, onee-chan, roper, sugar, ryry, lord moke, jason, mr. crowder (he knows greg!), the art/skater chick, kt, big sis, miss hard time, every teacher i've ever come across,whoever-it-is that writes mewithoutYou's lyrics, the keyboardist from emery, and you.
i am an expert in the art of awkward silence, with the gift of patient ears. a giver of nervous hugs and a holder of secret optimism. a work in progress, a player of childish games, and a lover of knights and swords and fairies. a baker of floppy (but good tasting) cakes, a dishwasher, a shower-singer, a admirer of poetry, and a dreamer. a missionary-in-training, a restless spirit. a bungler, a genius at running into people and doors, and a great demonstrator of bad timing. a story teller, an actress, and a heroine in a huge, bewildering novel!
Augh.... yeah I know what I said. It was a really stupid move I did :(
So like... my friend introduces me to a friend of hers that has almost the same exact personallity as me, and stuff with I guess some differences (I'm way tougher than he is) and he's obsessed with motorcycles and cars. He's also an artist but he wants to be an auto artist more than another kind. That or a fine artist.
Actually.... I just made my decision to break up with the guy cause it's just not gonna work. I thought dating a clockmaker theorist was a bad idea at first but then my friend hannah kept trying to convince me it wasn't a bad idea, and STUPID me! I fell for it and it didn't go smoothly... but then I felt bad for the guy and we decided to stay together but I'm seeing now I don't see him the same way he sees me. He adores me and stuff but I don't like him the same way and..... well
to make things short. I just crawled into a pile of crap. <:(
hahaha.... would if I could but I can't. My parents are amazingly strict and paranoid. You have no idea.
Augh.... dude. I need a prayer really bad. Like.... my friend... okay fine -_-; boyfriend confessed to me the other day some stuff that was pretty gruesome that he hates himself for and I dunno.... I think I saw a spark of hope for this guy that he might be able to find Christ. I just don't know how to do this entirely and yeahhh....
Actually... you want to hear the funny story right now?
Okay.... it sorta started when I saw this one guy around my school I thought was attractive and stuff and well... I've never .... wait think you can get on facebook and chat with me there? I think it'd be better to have your input before I just rant.
Nah! It's fine! Yeah.... well.... since Paul blew it and I figured I needed someone better I sorta decided to make more guy friends to see if maybe in there there might be a guy that's right for me..... plus, I have more friends who are girls anyway.... it's sorta weird.
But I dunno.... it's weird cause I'm wondering if one of my guy friends I had for a while now is flirting with me. It's never ever happened before.
I honestly don't know what to do right now. I HAVEN'T known what to do since Paul ran off. *sigh* I hope I figure things out soon enough.
hey! i know it has been a really long time. well right now i am finishing up the track season with the state meet this friday and saturday, doing the last week of my internship, and leaving on sunday for senior trip. these next two weeks are going to fly by so fast. how about you, how are you doing? whats new? lets talk some
My friend! i haven't talked to you in a long time!! How are you? how are you? oh... i like your picture... my piano teacher and ballet teachers were always saying to sit up straight... and my mom... when i was in time-out
