bryan,bladyn,blaze,depression,razorblades,blood,self destruction,tattoos,piercings, disorders, music ... music ... music....
Music
Movies
gia, close your eyes, devils advocate, scarface, girl interupted, butterfly effect,thirteen, constantine, four brothers, what about bob, lifetime movies anything with blood torture pain or about eating disorders or mental disorders that i have or can relate to
Television
* PEOPLE LIKE YOU ARE THE REASON PEOPLE LIKE ME NEED MEDICATION! * my imaginary friend thinks you have mental problems* THERES SOMEONE IN MY HEAD BUT ITS NOT ME * if you eat a live toad first thing in the morning nothing worse can happen for the rest of the day! * IM NOT BEAUTIFUL LIKE YOU IM BEAUTIFUL LIKE ME * all i will ever want is someone who understands me * ITS BETTER TO BE PISSED OFF THEN PISSED ON * woke up today and wished for tomorrow...i dont wanna be like anyone else. woke up today and wished for tomorrow.. i dont wanna even be myself *
Books
That's exactly what I mean. What you see
in the mirror ... what you hate ... what
you don't understand ...
DOESN'T REALLY EXIST!!!
It is an illusion. A creation thru which
the real YOU can ride a rush of emotional
highs and lows by unique experience.
YOU are far more than you can imagine right
now because of the years of programming that
are about to break away like shattered glass.
The world is waking up - one person at a time.
Can you believe that a couple years ago I
was WAY too shy to do something like this. I
was also tossed out of corporate America.
Cutbacks. They trashed my life to save money.
I lost everything, my ego shattered, and I
came pretty fucking close to killing myself.
It was in the time that followed that I
discovered something so much more powerful.
I'm NOT religious, so I'm not going to lay
a bunch of bullshit about "God" on you.
I don't have to. You ARE God, playing in the
world you created from behind many masks to
generate unique experience.
Yeah, YOU fuckin ROCK!! You just don't know
it yet. But you will. When things are at their
very worst, you are closer to breaking thru
than you've ever been before.
If you get a chance, watch "What the BLEEP?"
Good shit, and not religious garbage either.
This world is OURS and we need to take it
back together to make the most of it.
Perhaps it's just time for you to awaken.
Ben
Heroes
BABY BLAZE I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!!!!!!!
BLADYN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
BRYAN I LOVE YOU MORE THEN ANYTHING SO GLAD I MET YOU
darknessneverfades's Details
Status:
Single
Here for:
Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends
Orientation:
Straight
Hometown:
hell
Body type:
5' 0" / Average
Ethnicity:
White / Caucasian
Zodiac Sign:
Cancer
Smoke / Drink:
Yes / Yes
Children:
Proud parent
Occupation:
i wish
Income:
Less than $30,000
darknessneverfades just got back from the alive festival RED was AWESOME!!!! Posted at 10:57 AM Jun 21 view more
About me: IM FUCKING INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!
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<GLUESTICKS AWAY MESSAGE~~~~~
i hate the image in the mirror i see
i hate the thing staring back at me
i hate the thing its staring at as well
my life is similar to hell
on the inside im dead
but for some reason these thoughts are still in my head
the mirror shows who i really am.
it doesnt lie...why should it care that i wish to die?
Shatter the mirror but it doesnt cure the pain.
i still see that reflection and go insane!
Who I'd like to meet: someone to save me from this hell maybe a psychic or something i dont know
id like to see blaze again i wish you were here baby
people with
schizophrenia
bipolar
depression
anxiety
ocd
anorexia
cutters
or are just fuckin crazy!!!!
Hey how are you?? sorry if you already checked out our NEW songs we have up! but we just want to make sure everyone hears our self titled EP!!! it is all up and will be available on iTunes in the next couple months for only 5 bucks! so check it out and support us! we would love to hear from you! :-) we talk to everyone! hope all is well!
love you cass! i talked to dad last night, he's got an idea for christmas this year- to rent a cabin in tennessee somewhere maybe like week b4 christmas or something. What kind of schedule do you think you'll have for holidays? also-- thanksgiving, are you coming up here ? ? got any time off? ? ?? ? ?
just remember that's exactly where satan wants to keep u-- feeling like you don't deserve to be happy and actually live ALIVE, and enjoy life.. but guess what ---- YOU ARE. No one was created to live a life where the "darkness never fades" yeah - we all have out paths of darkness, but eventually when you walk off that path, you will find light. and you will find a sense of calmness and peace, and you feel the love of Jesus and the love of others. I will keep praying for you. I know that one day you will escape this.
I miss you guys so much.. think of you daily!
I made up my first song on guitar last night.. it pretty much sucks but hey you've got to start somewhere right!! :)
love you cassie!! Keep me updated on how things are going..... hope you and little man are feelin better..
never give up hope--- tomorrow's a new day. and, as a Wise little kid told me, "It's Good Morning Time!" so be thankful and pursue a road of recovery and progress!
Hey, well thank you so much for coming to our page, showing love, and giving our music a shot! We are actually in the process of recording a CD right now, we have these three songs now and possibly another 4 will be up in december bc we'll all be home for winter break from school...no label yet but im hopful that one day it might happen:).. Thanks again! and KIT
Hey Beautiful Sister.. I love you! I made a video for church and You'e gotta see it. I'm posting it to youtube... in process now- but I'll send u the link when I have it. I'm hoping it will speak to you. I miss you and Love you! and bladyn..... : (
but happy to hear from mom you're doing well.
I'll be praying that God will lead you to the right church community down there in the butt crack of no where!!!!!
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