There's a handful of normal kid things I kind of missed.
There's a handful of normal kid things I kind of wish I'd missed. You know that point in your life when you realize the house you grew up in... isn't really your home anymore. All of a sudden, even though you have some place where you put your shit... that idea of home is gone. You'll see one day when you move out. Just sorta happens one day, and it's gone. You feel like you can never get it back. It's like you feel homesick for a place that doesn't even exist. Maybe it's like this rite of passage, you know? You won't ever have that feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself. You know, for... For your kids. For the family you start. It's like a cycle or something. I don't know. But I miss the idea of it, you know?
Maybe that's all family really is.
A group of people that miss the same imaginary place.
"I believe that everything happens for a reason;
People change so that you learn to let go;
Things go wrong, so you appreciate them when they're right;
You believe lies, so eventually you learn to trust no one but yourself.& sometimes good things fall a p a r t...So better things fall together"
-Mailyn Monroe
Who I'd like to meet:
cool ass down to earth people with no drama included.
awwwwww! sweety your going to make me cry! but you're right......it did and that's weird how things happen like that. i truly beleive in stuff like that steph. weird how my daughter didn't like the name i had and we ended up with marley. i'm so sorry you found him that way - sorry that had to happen to you. i can't imagine.....yeah he was "just a cat" or whatever any one will say but i can't TOTALLY see how he meant that much to you now that i finally own one. he was there when you felt alone......i get that for sure. eventually maybe you could get another kitty - name him bob or something lol to go hand in hand with marley lol i hope you feel better sweets........ i am always here to talk or vent to. remember that xoxo
awwwww! well Ava didn't like mister as a name so MARLEY it is! i'm SO SORRY about your kitty! i hope he comes back! i think he will.......let me know what happens sweety! hang in there.......
I can't even imagine being away from my fam, I at least have my mom & brother. But I know, it sucks. People aren't as friendly in other places as they are in our home town. But the more you tell yourself how much you hate being stuck there the worse it will be, and people seem to pick that up and help make sure your time there is even more miserable. Just remember that the road of life isn't easy, but if it was we wouldn't be the awesome people we are. You'll be just fine girl, give it time. I'm doing pretty good, I've finally adjusted to living here, making friends and what not. I thought I never would, I kept telling myself for a year that I'd never get used to it but I've finally accepted the fact that things could be a lot worse and I need to learn to love the little things this hick town has to offer.haha. Once I let go, before I knew it I was meeting nice people, I learned who were the scum bags, and I'm actually doing much better here than I was back in MI. I'm finally going to college, I have myself a little purple 95' cavalier, and I have a job! We really need to keep in touch, if you ever need some vent-age hit a sista up. take care love.
Thanks so very much for the kind words, and concern. I only plan on
closing for a few years to rent out the spot to raise the funds to open it back up to the public. I still plan on showing at galleries in other areas, just not in Roachville. I am encouraging people to call any media out let to ask them to check their archives to see that the letters were indeed added back in 1997 when Princess Dianna passed. The State Supreme Court ruled I can't change my mind after seven years when in fact I never did, those four letters were originally were allowed since they were non commercial, then Roseville was the one who changed their minds and decided to lie, after seven years, which is purjury. Kwame goes to jail for doing that, while the white politician can lie, and destroy another man without any punishment. I am sorry for letting you down, but this whole thing has stressed me out to the point of insanity, and I can't take it anymore.
I wish i would have seen you more before you left. But im happy for you that your out of Roseville. Let me know when you'll be making a visit back home, there will be no excuses for us to not see eachother!
I've been good, just finishing up school. I'll be done in May finally! I go to school with some people who work at Wilson's. This one girl Lori Krakowski works there. Did you know her? Why don't you work there anymore? Anyways, I heard you guys moved out of the house :( I loved that house and I thought your mom would live there forever. What have you been up to besides working? I've just been hanging out in the condo with Larro and my roomate when I'm not at work or school. By the way I just wanted to say that I love your jeans in that pic! Talk to you later!
it's weird because i feel more like ME with dark hair and it's not even natural. lol
but you're right......it did and that's weird how things happen like that. i truly beleive in stuff like that steph. weird how my daughter didn't like the name i had and we ended up with marley. i'm so sorry you found him that way - sorry that had to happen to you. i can't imagine.....yeah he was "just a cat" or whatever any one will say but i can't TOTALLY see how he meant that much to you now that i finally own one. he was there when you felt alone......i get that for sure. eventually maybe you could get another kitty - name him bob or something lol to go hand in hand with marley 
xoxo
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