About me:
I am into a lot of different things. I can not even begin to put the thoughts into words, the feelings never manifest themselves except through other emotions, anger is my most predominant emotion and the one I long to curb. I would replace it with love if there was a way, that or passion, now I am working on expressing my true feelings.
I love my family and my career, right now my focus is on self discovery and trying to fulfill my dreams and desires. I spend a lot of time writing though it never seems to be enough there always seems to be more spinning around in my brain, hardly ever slowing down enough that I can catch a glimpse.
My focus on this site will be my thoughts and feelings things that I am not sure anyone is interested in or cares about. So read if you want, look at the pictures if you don't and fuck off if you really really want to. I don't care which you chose as long as you chose. Remember that there is nothing more than choices and consequences.
This will be my sounding board for the things in life I find thought provoking and insightful. Things that mean something to me and may or may not strike your heart and read into your soul, if you even have a soul. If you have given it away I am sorry, you really should consider getting it back. Your not quite whole (or even 1/2) without it.
Welcome to my world stay a minute and meander just don't loose track of time or you will be unable to find the exit. No one likes being trapped, not this caged wolf, not anyone. Except the meek and they really shan't inherit the world. They too get fucked in the end. or not fucked. May they all end up virgins wondering what the hell they were missing.
Jump on and enjoy the ride. :)

Who I'd like to meet:
I ponder this question a lot, I think if possible I would like to be able to meet this jesus person to kick it and have some coffee maybe a little q&a, see what all the hoopla is about, understand the life that one of the most famous people in history has to say.
I would also like to meet budda so I might understand his patience and understanding, he is a inspiration to me, and a person I admire, would like to study under him that I might find more zen and relaxation.
Myself as a child, I would like to have seen what I am unable to remember, visit the so-called perfect life and see what all the commotion was about, I am lost with the thoughts and contemplations of why that period in my life is locked. (Encase you have never bothered to get to know me I have 3 memories of my life before I was 10 yrs old, no more, no less. And they are truly non reality, maybe I dreamed them, I don't know. Though it is strange how my life alluded me until the year April was born. There really must be twinsouls)
My wife as a child, I think I would have stolen her away and hidden her in my pocket. (this is not a sexual or weird thought, I might have just grown up faster and missed some stupid decisions and possibly could have saved her some rather forgotten experiences.) (maybe I can't remember because I was a skateboarding Labrador;))
Besides those people, I would like to see my family after I have left them physically, know them and find out if the best I had with what I got was good enough. I wonder what the world will be like when I am gone, and when I am older will I detest change as others that have gone before me.
What would you say to those you have an interest to meet?
"Hey can I have your autograph?" For fuck's sake they are humans, neither gods or aliens.
Here is one for you I would like to meet Jim Morrison, alive or dead it doesn't matter. And for those who do wonder yes I would fuck him, dead or alive it matters not to me. As long as beer is flowing and the song the end is playing in the background, I don't think I really care. Fuck it! Try everything once? Maybe! If nothing else I gave you something to think about, ponder and gossip about in the corners with your friends;)
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