Current mood:
crushed
All I want to do is curl up and die. I feel no conviction that I did the right thing, and there is no comfort in thinking that I did. I felt like I had come so far and instead, find myself right back where I was at the beginning of the summer! The same rebellion, wanting to be wild and crazy and do anything that I feel like...I've never been content for long to be quiet and colorlessly good. Will this emptiness ever go away or will it carry me down with it? I wish that I could take it all back and have things go on the way that they were! Why do I always act without thinking?!