Johnny [Blue]

My Idol, My Passion, My Drive

Its been over 8 yrs since I've seen u, it's been over 8 yrs since we really chat
Its been so long I still miss u, u were a big influence right off the bat
I've always looked up to you, even secretly when we always fight
You are always my idol, in my mind, u were right

I try to follow your footsteps, but it is too vague to remember
I take pride and hold my head up, even through the holidays of December
You were always there for me, especially when I needed most
2am I dial your number, even across town, you made seem close

I never got a chance to thank you, for the things you got me through
All the lessons you continued to teach me, not having said a word too
Your actions were always genuine, even if you were tough at times
Till this day I'm trying to impress you, I've even stayed out of crimes

I'm trying to make something of myself, I'm needing some advise
I'm not sure where to turn to, if you were here, that's be suffice
I didn't really get to know you, I was too young growing up
By the time I aged to mature, you were taken, now I'm stuck

Its been over eight years since you saw me, I'm still trying to make you proud
I hope your resting in peace girl, I still pray for you out loud