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  • Dinner Date Dined and Ditched... for a Bitch



    At a low point

    Am I garnish?

    Decorative nothingness?

    Neither nourishing, nor tasteful?

    I dangle on his arm

    Wastefully

    My charm

    My tits

    His luck,

    Fully on display

    Without a mouth to

    Fuck

    Up his witty repartee

    With potential carnal competition

    Whom he pays careful attention

    She speaks. He listens

    Long enough to fantasize

    About the stuffing 'tween her thighs

    In the kitchen

    They meet

    And she's the meat

    Whilst I'm the bitter leaf tossed aside

    A night at his side

    I'm not even a side-dish

    Dished aside

    I sidle up beside

    My faithful two-sided sidekick

    She decides to claim my side

    But she hides behind her "best friend" smile

    That beguiling

    Grin that whispers, "trust me"

    All the while

    Her whiles are fending

    For themselves, sending

    Soft, "You can have me" signals floating in airwaves

    The ding dong of her text jingle

    Singular, but not "singular"

    She single-thumbedly types,

    "If you were only single"

    Stick a fork in me I'm Dumb

    Dumb

    Found dead

    Struck breathless, with a knife in my back

    A large knife

    The knife that grows with love

    And I fed it, and fed it

    Now I'm bled

    Dry

    Of trust

    High above these creatures of

    Lust

    No bigger than a mustard seed

    I'm bigger than they are

    Though they'll grow fatter

    And flatter

    My waistline

    I'll waste no more lines on them

    It's time to begin again

  • Politics whoo!

    A vicious ring

    I seem

    To be caught in a dream

    A societal scheme

    A mockery

    A conservative democracy

    I have rules and regulations holding handcuffs

    And stalking me

     

    There's a flag

    Sewn by the hopes of the past

    It's being burned by the greed

    Of a Machiavellian social cast

    A burning bush is the ringleader

    Setting flames upon our youth

    Hiding in a mask of purity

    Trying to elude the truth

     

    But we keep paying taxes

    Maintaining the fascist quo

    While we empty our pockets

    We scream "Let our soldiers go"

    We're contributors

    Whether we like it or not

    Though we don't pull a trigger

    Our greed is getting people shot

     

    Indecision

    Political division

    We need a surgical incision

    To repair the collision

    Between politics and moral religion

    This is our country's position

     

    50 states in a state

    Of constant debating

    And in the struggle commonality's fading

    A statistical society

    Egotistical

    Balanced by moral sobriety

    Confliction between what is and what should be

    Between certainty and possibility

    With one question

    Resting

    On the tongues

    Of the young

    "What does the future of the world hold for me?"

    What do I do to be all I can be

    According to Bush I should strap on fatigues

    And fly overseas

    But what would Bush say

    If in my womb was a babe

    Who would one day

    Grow

    To blow

    The U.S. away

     

    Pro life?

    I think not

    I could kill an Iraqi with one shot

    For the simple reason of his not being dead yet

    But I can't consider terminating what hasn't developed a head yet

     

    Hypocrisy  

    The fulfillment of a parental philosophy

    One thing for you

    Another for me

    You can be what you want to be

    As long as you walk

    Talk

    And think like me

    Don't make my mistakes though

    Just say "no"

    Throw opportunity

    For lunacy

    Out the purple hazed window

     

    I'm strapped in a straight jacket

    Made in a factory

    The faceless facet

    Workers stimulating economy

    Money  talks a whole lot of shit

    But the homeless man never sees it

    And when he gets a glimpse

    All he wants is to eat it

     

    Circular flow

    Exchanging labor for dough

    Not enough for the blue collar to blow

    No

    They got a family

    Gotta buy shoes over candy

    The little people who stood on corners demanding

    Better wages

    They're courageous

    Like those women burning bras

    Steppin up to male-type jobs

    Rigorously riveting beneath their pristine blonde bobs

    Linking hands making a social stand

    In the spiritual bonding of a sisterly band

     

     

    Equality

    It's what this country has worked for

    But when equality's in session

    Freedom is meaningless folklore

    It's a mystery

    What affiliation should I declare for me

    Enigmist is my resolution

    A never-ending question

    A series of endless doubtful expression

    A conservative liberal

    Libertarian with a populist tendency

    I'm a political chameleon

    Grey elephant or grey ass

    Depending

     

    The constitution states that all men are equal

    Though it took a hundred years to make it official

    Red and yellow

    Black and white

    Were never equal without a fight

    Abolition was deserving

    But never an inherent right

    The world is decrepit

    Got killers

    With no feelings

    Ready and willing

    To confess it

    Death row is a comfort for most

    Free meals and a roof

    Until they're ready to ghost ya

    But which killer's worse

    That's the question here

    The one

    That used the gun

    Or operating the chair

     

    Again a double standard

    Where is the difference

    A lethal contradiction between gun or injection

    There's almost no difference between intention and protection

    I plead the 5th

    Though I stand convicted

    I've committed sins

    But that information's restricted

    That's between me and God

    God, yeah I said it

    Whoever it is I thank

    Cause I'm not dead yet

    I've still got life

    I've still got liberty

    It's the best gift this country has given me

    Or you

    Which is why I still care

    About the red white and blue

     

     

     

  • Selma Hicks and Sandy Helm at Hope Watermelon Festival

  • Sad

    Last night:

    I saw art imitating life

    Today:

    I hate life a little more

    And love art immeasurably

     

     

    Sylvia

     

     

    At first, there was a belt

    A hard blow

    One for her

    One for her sister

    She bore them both

    A back still bruised

    She was further abused

    And the next felt

    Was a fist

    A hard fist

    One for her

    And one for the lie she never told

    She bore them both

    Belly  sore

    She suffered more

    On her arm

    Her hard arm

    Hard flesh, black turned

    Cigarette burned

    Once for her

    And once for the dime she never stole

    She bore them both

     

    Hole in arm

    Still came more harm

    A bottle

    A hard bottle

    Placed 'tween her thighs

    She cried two cries

    One for her

    And one for the her they said she was

     

    A bloodied skirt

    She further hurt

    When they pushed her down the stairs

    Hard stairs

    She tumbled down

    She hit the ground

    She stayed two weeks

    One for her

    And one for the deeds she'd not done

    She bore them both

     

    Broken child

    She screamed wild

    The children

    The hard children

    They kicked and hit

    They laughed, and spit

    Once for fun

    Once to punish for things not done

    She bore them both

     

    And by their hand

    That ignorant band

    They brought  death

    A hard death

    She died in vain

    And in such pain

    But she bore it

    All

     

     

     

    Watch An American Crime, to see Sylvia's Story

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