Watchin Burn Noticed....Good show...good showMood: R&R
at 2:50 AM Jul 10 view more
I have a Story...I just want people to understand it... I Believe life is a test. Everything that a person does and every experience that a person may go through, whether it's good or bad, the individual is supposed to learn at least one thing from the situation or event. Not knowing is a scary feeling. The idea of not knowing whether the choices I make are the right ones, not knowing what my passion is, and not knowing what life has in store for me.I know and believe that education is the most important intangible that we can obtain in life. I want to get my Master’s Degree right after I get my bachelors because I want to know as much about my trade as I can. I want to eventually open my own business one day. I’m still not sure what exactly it is I want to do, but I know that there is so much that I want to accomplish. I just hope God will continue to guide me down the right path in life. At times my fear of falling and failing overwhelms me but I continue to tell myself that if I fall it’s not the end of the world. I just have to get back up and try again and learn from my mistakes
Its funny how we go through these big changes in our lives. Changes marking periods of growth...well for some. These past few years...I'd say havent been the easiest. It feels like everytime one lesson is learned, another one begins. lol...I'm trying to make this make sense...well..rather organize my thoughts.
Thinking back....to the different relationships i was in....the different people i met, the ones who liked me...disliked me....the one who wanted to "Destroy" me.....i've leanred. I've leanred that through it all i gained a stronger idea of who I am...and gained a better understanding of how strong i can be.
The times i cried...the times i felt like the shadows would only get darker....the many mistakes i've made....the people i've hurt....the people who have hurt me.......the times i lied, cheated, and stole.....The ones who let me down...the ones i let down...the times i let myself down....I'm in love with the idea that, all of this...Its apart of the plan that will help me become that much of a better person...and when I reach that point in my life....The Highest point possible- where i know that no one and nothing can penetrate my reign of success.....i'll know and remember the journey getting there....and i'll know that all of the loneliness...regret...and love....will allow my happiness to be that much stronger...
lol...i dont even know why i'm writing this...it might not even make sense....but it was an urge that popped into my head....an urge to convince myself that the limits that my eyes see now...will soon be unlimted....the tears that my eyes breathe now....will soon be dried up... dried alongside the same negativity that casues them....
In the end....when the games....the people who we feel the need to so badly impress....when we find ourselves in the darkest or life changing moments...we realize that all that really matters is what is real...and truth. My biggest regret was being ignorant of what I had yet to learn....
| A Little About Me | |
| 1) Eye Colour | Drk Brown |
| 2) Hair Colour | Drk Brown |
| 3) Height | 5 9" |
| 4) Right or Left Handed | Right |
| 5) Your Weakness | Thats 4 me and God to know |
| 6) Your Fears | Failure |
| 7) Your Most Overused Phrase | hmmm...Dont know |
| 8) Thoughts First Waking Up | What time is it? |
| 9) Your Best Physical Feature | Smile, hair |
| 10) Your Bedtime | Midnight |
| 11) Pepsi or Coke | Neither...Hate Carbonated drinks |
| 12) McDonalds or Burger King | Neither.... |
| 13) Ice Cream or Yogurt | SHERBERT!!! |
| 14) Pizza or Chinese | Chinese...But Papa Johns and Dijorno are good too |
| 15) Waffles or Pancakes | Waffles from Waffle House!! |
| 16) Single or Group Dates | hmm...a little bit of both can be fun |
| 17) Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea | Lipton all the way |
| 18) Chocolate or Vanilla | Strawberry |
| 19) Cappuccino or Coffee | Dont drink much of either one..but i guess Cappuccino |
| 20) Do You Smoke | hmm... |
| 21) Do You Drink | every once in a while... |
| 22) Do You Swear | yeah |
| 23) Do You Sing | lol..Always singing but my grandma's cat can sing better than me |
| 24) Do You Shower Daily | O YEAH! n the morning to wake me up- and later on at night |
| 25) Do You Floss | yup.... |
| 26) Do You Drive | yup... |
| 27) Have You Been In Love | yeah |
| 28) Have You Ever Cheated On Your Bf/Gf | NOPE |
| 29) Do You Want To Get Married | one day |
| 30) Do You Believe in Yourself | for the most part |
| 31) Do You Get Motion Sickness | naw |
| 32) Do You Think You are Attractive | yea |
| 33) Do You Get Along With Your Parents | somewhat |
| 34) Do You Have Any Brothers or Sisters | yea |
| 35) Do You Like Thunderstorms | o yeah- love to curl up on the couch and watch a good movie |
| 36) Do You Play an Instrument | SAXOPHONE |
| 37) Do You Have any Pets | nope |
| 38) What Is Your Favorite Colour | love lots a fidd colors.. |
| 39) In the past month have you Drank Alcohol | yeah |
| 40) In the past month have you Smoked | yeah |
| 41) In the past month have you been on Drugs | no |
| 42) In the past month have you gone on a Date | no |
| 43) In the past month have you gone to a Mall | no |
| 44) In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos | nasty...no |
| 45) In the past month have you eaten Sushi | nasty..no |
| 46) In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping | i wish |
| 47) In the past month have you Stolen Anything | naw |
| 48) Ever Been Drunk | once or twice |
| 49) Ever Been Called a Tease | yeah |
| 50) Ever Shoplifted | naw |
| 51) Ever Gotten a Speeding Ticket | yeah..in Florida...waste of money |
| 52) Ever Had a Secret Crush | O yeah |
| 53) Ever Been to Disney | yeah it was fun |
| 54) When Was the Last Time You Were Drunk | maybe like 2 months ago...the first in some years |
| 55) When Was the Last Time You Were on a Plane | 2000 |
| 56) When Was the Last Time You Heard "I Love You" | yesterday |
| 57) When Was the Last Time You Cried | lol |
| 58) Number of Piercings | 2 |
| 59) Number of Tattoos | 2 |
| 60) Number of Things in My Past I Regret | Everything is a learning experience, i dont regret things... |
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