Adriana

About me:

I am an outdoors girl and LoVeS !!! being in the woods camping :) and climbing things, pooh bear , HoT ! Weather and most definately! CUDDLING :) and stuff ! :) and I LOVE GOD :)primary for me! I am adriana michelle, most people just call me Adri :) i go to puyallup four square church!! and i love it. I have an amazing passion, truely, deeply, passionate!.. to help and love lil kids. God ! is Amazing and I dont even want to think about how messed i would be without Him. i can see him working through my life.. and He is always there when no one else is... its really hard trying to live according to His will .. im not perfect..not even ..close .. He has laid things upon my heart this year that are VerY heavy.. and VerY hard to do.. i dont really expect ppl to understand why things happen the way they do cuz i have a hard time myself understanding why God does things the way He does.. but we should obey Him and follow wat you think u are suppose to do.."THERE IS A REASON FOR EVERYTHING".. i have to keep telling myself that everyday over and over! again to keep me at peace and relaxed, when things dont workout the way i think they should or wat i want.. cuz i know that He has a plan and things will workout the way they are suppose to ... the way God wants them to... He will set things right even if u make the wrong decision and we cannot change His will 4 us .. He works around our failures.. and it will still end up the way its suppose to.. i have been trying so hard lately to get back and CLOSE! to God .. im nothing without a great relationship with Him first im trying to put HIm first in everything i do.. otherwise ereything else doesnt workout and crummbles.. i have changed alot this year ... im hard to get.. im hard to understand sometimes... i frustrate alot of people by the way i try to explain situations and how to say things by saying it in metaphors... sometimes its the only way i know how to say things and it doesnt always work the best , in fact more then half the time it only makes things worse, i dont have hold any regrets, for i try to reflect on learn from my mistakes.. im not trying to sound like im Holy..er ... then .. thou! at all im not trying to be preachy! its just exactly how i feel! on a screen! 4 thoughs who wish to know wats been going on with me and what im struggling with and trying to do! dont worry. its been a wonderful junior year my friends love me so much and i couldnt really see how much they really have till this year. they have done wat i have failed to do is set myself back on track.. i fall into temptation more easliy than i would like to be! and it can hurt alot of ppl.. that .. i am truely sorry for , more than you know honest. writing and praying helps me when im feeling weighed down on things, it just works for me and as u can see poetry is my favorite for that as well. im not very open with many ppl until i get to know them well! and i couldnt be more thankful ! and blessed with the best group of friends anyone could ever ask for,and for all the ppl God has put into my life. this is me now :) trying better ~ ♥