Cindy Phan-Tastic

About me:

Tôi yêu những ngày xấu là những gì làm cho những ngày tốt đẹp tuyệt vời.



[Haven't updated since 2008. I've changed, but like to keep this profile to remember my old self. Haven't changed too much though. Add facebook, link on side (8.]

I'm a very unique person. You'll never find anyone like me. I rock my own style and roll my own ways. I do whatever I want, getting a thought in my head and rushing towards it without thinking much of the consequences. Yes, this sometimes puts me in awkward or bad positions... but then again, who really gives a fuck? I live life without regrets. All I care about is the present and what I can do NOW rather than what can be put off till later. I go with the flow and my main goal in life is to have as much fun as possible.

I truly believe that a lot of people would be much happier if they were super bubbly & positive all the time, like me!

Love your life. Don't fuck it for shit. It's the only one you have. So freshen up and brush the dirt off your shoulders. Make the best of what you DO have. 'Cause no matter how bad it is, it could always be worse!


I speak English & Vietnamese. So confront me with whatever. My name's Cyndi, a break-off of Cytheria, which is defined as "goddess of love." So I guess I'm here to spread it (8. Nice to meet you! I'm a short little fun-craving teenager who lives in a small town filled with interesting people. I have an obssession with volleyball and love to rant about it a lot. My friends mean everything to me. I am attracted to cute and shiny things. My parents died so I live with my uncle's family. My current house is usually boring and sometimes suffocatingly disastrous, so I try to keep away as much as possible. I love to hang out with my homies, go to concerts, attend random parties and festivals, meet new people, shop like a beast, blast my music, and just chillax when I need to. Life is too short and amazing to be bored, so I'm constantly planning new adventures to go on, and projects to complete. I get bursts of emotions a lot and I'm easily guiltified. I love to laugh and make drastic changes of conversation. I very rarely get lazy, only when I'm hella tired, which takes a lot. I seem to have a constant supply of energy most of the time, even minus the sleep some days. Art matters a lot in my life. Photography and poetry bring color to my world. Music is one of my favorite forms of art, of course. Read my "music" section for more info. I love and adore many people, and I always see beauty in everyone. I love life and what it has to offer. Sometimes I may scream out something like "I hate my life!" "Nothing ever turns out right!" or "Please! Just shoot me!" But that's just because I'm having a rough day. Everyone does occasionally. Of course my friends are always there to pull me out of my miserably intensing moments. I understand the fact that no one's perfect, and neither is life. You just gotta drop the horrible situation and go. I hate dwelling on the past when I know I should be looking forward to the future. It took me forever to get over my parent's bloodbath and my *life or death* horrors. But I eventually healed and now I only think of those times as memories that will start to fade away soon. Of course I love my parents to death (hah! death!), and of course I miss them... but I'm beginning to forget how it felt like being with them, and I'm almost forgetting what they even look like! Oh well, I'd rather move on anyway. I practically live by the saying "Anything's possible if you want it bad enough." I got it from an anime called "Inuyasha." (I know. I'm such a dork!) And in every year that passes by, that quote just seems to get even more realistic, which deeply amazes me. Whatever, I feel like a brat that's going on and on about herself. So enough about me, let's hear about you! Feel free to comment me or leave me a message anytime! If you like me, send me a friend request and I'll most likely approve! (Unless you're a huge ass that I wanna try to avoid.) It takes me time to reply to everyone, so be patient. I'm not even on enough to reply to everything each day. Sometimes I'll be signed on while multitasking or just updating my status on my phone. I get lots of messages. I prefer messages over comments, unlike most MySpacers, because messages are more private & I can tell if I've read & replied to it yet. But I hate messages or comments that say, "Sup," "Hey," or any other simple or dull sentence. So I'm telling you now, I will NOT reply to those. I don't have much time on my hands to waste away, so please write something interesting. Also, I do try to return picture comments as often as I can. But I definately won't if you comment one of my pictures and say "pc4pc?" Yea, I usually ignore those. Anyway, hope we can be friends. (8

I'm not all hard and stone, as I sometimes appear. I can be so nervous on a first date that I'd order chocolate milk or apple juice while my date orders coffee. I'll have the occasional day where I feel like an ugly fail no matter what. & I can mope when my crush doesn't return my call or concern. I'm a dork at heart. Nothing can change that. <3

&&& People find it interesting how I hate coffee, but love Starbucks frappucinos. How I dislike whip cream, but like mousse. And how I hate rap, but adore Hollywood Undead's rapcore. Funny how I opperate.

[Cyndi, you're so Cynical!]

I'm recklace, but not crazy.
I'm confident, but not conceited.
I crave pleasure, but I'm not selfish.
I get disappointed, but I rarely hate.
I'm independent, but not a loner.
I've loved a lot of people, but I'm not a player.
I'm fierce, but have a big ass heart.<3
I forgive, but never forget.
I'm great in school, but I'm not a nerd.
I'm competitive, but never a cheater.
I can seem sexual, but I'm not a whore.
I'm brutally honest, but I'm not mean.
I've cheated death, but I'm not cynical.
~ Cyndi