trait snapshot:
messy, tough, disorganized, fearless, not rule conscious, likes the unknown, rarely worries, rash, attracted to the counter culture, rarely irritated, positive, resilient, abstract, not a perfectionist, risk taker, strange, weird, self reliant, leisurely, dangerous, anti-authority, trusting, optimistic, positive, thrill seeker, likes bizarre things, sarcastic
Music
OTEP, toy box, electronica, angels on acid, aural vampire, jPop, utada hikaru, t.a.t.u., evanescence, lacuna coil, nightwish, seether, avril lavigne, paramore, within temptation, system of a down, cradle of filth, ra, mozart, kittie, nightwish, stone sour, sarah mclachlan, crossfade, everclear, etc
Movies
HAIR... but I'm not big on movies. I like The Last Mimzy because it was cute and weird... the Davinci Code made me think... I guess I'm kind of a thinker. I like science documentaries... Quantum physics is the shit. I also watch political documentaries like that Zeitgeist. Controversy-based pretty much. Thing with that is it's preaching "don't believe everything you hear" and then supporting it with "believe everything we say" so it's probably extremely inaccurate, but still entertaining. Sort of like a real-life horror movie.
Television
currently i mostly watch spongebob, iCarly, king of the hill and family guy. Also when there's something good on the History Channel, Science Channel, National Geographic, Discovery, etc. I like documentaries. ^_^ I hate crappy sci-fi like Eureka. I think that's only entertaining to people who know nothing about anything. I hate science fiction that considers all science as fiction. It's better when they take what we COULD do and create a fictional plot around it. The sci-fi channel is pretty much a giant shit pile. I'd rather watch the REAL science channel. That way I'm not a completely misinformed fucktard that can only spew fallacies I believe to be facts at intelligent informed people.
Books
Books generally bore me unless they're about topics that interest me... like computers, science, or religion. Most fictional storybooks just bore the hell out of me and I would rather learn something from a book than read the vicarious lives and mental masturbation of a complete stranger.
Heroes
If I would make a promise to you, I would keep it.
If I've ever cried on your shoulder, even if you never felt my tears.
If you get what I say to you even when I'm not so sure what I meant.
And if I have been there for you through the same. Even if you have never entrusted me with anything. I'm stronger than you think. There's just a screwed up side of me that I'll only show to you if I really trust you, and if I do, you're pretty much my hero. And I've got a lifelong love thing for you going on and you can't make it go away. =P
Well you could, but that would be mean. And then that would make me sad because I trusted you. But I'd get over it, I think. lol
A little about me; I'm pretty chaotic. I'm a bit volatile and not really someone you want to piss off. Although it's pretty hard to piss me off, once you do, I will destroy you - just like my hatred for you is destroying me.
But I love to hate. Hate feels better than love. Love aches, hate is just this rush of anger and adrenaline. It's like a drug. Something I could become addicted to, if I'm not already.
I'm supposedly creative and unique, although those are not characteristics that I see in myself. It may be hard to see something like that in oneself since you'd have no other "selves" to compare YOURself to. O_o
Heyyyyyyyyyy Hev! how are ya girl??? So what cha been up to lately? I'm a senior now! CRAZYYYYY!!!! anyway, I miss ya, like ya hair! =] lol! so, I made the varsity volleyball team, this year...that was okay....i've already applied to college, i'm just waiting for their decision....so anyway, what's new in ya life??? let me know gurl!
That's ok! Last night I went to the casino oh yeah it was so much fun! I took $40, ate at the buffet and came home with $80 so that's not too bad. Alright kiddo I won't be satisfied with that little visit so I hope we can get together before you go home! :)
Heather - should be soon! Probably this weekend or next. This weekend 2 of my boys are camp counselors at camp JJ so they won't be able to go and the oldest went to Ohio for a few days to visit friends. But, if it works out for the rest of the family we can try this weekend. I have to make some phone calls - but will let you know. Love you Aunt Tam
Hey kid - are we all going to try to get together for a pic-a-nic or something before you have to go back home?? We could get together at your Dads or here or Hamlin Lake or state park or whatever.....let me know and I'll make some calls and make it happen :)
yeah...well i'm back to hanign with jon...where prolly getting an appartment together...and did you here what happened to allen pavia?...meth overdose...6 feet under...jon keeps a pic of him in his car so he knows not to do drugs
lol i don't look the same do i?...that's what basic training for the air force did...but then i got diagnosed with depression and they kicked me out after 5 months of servie...me...depressed...who would have known...lol
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