Bill Brown

About me:

I have Asperger's Syndrome. I manage in life, and mostly I like who I am. But life is this thing that spins, and I don't know how else to explain it. I am almost always in a state of anxiety. I don't know if it is because I feel disoriented, but I do feel disoriented most all of the time. No matter what you say, it will frighten me. But I try to deal with it, and most people who know me just say I am odd. That makes me feel good in a way. Driving a car gives me some relief. I can't see you, I can't hear you, and your car is an object in my field of view. It all works by a set of rules, and I know the rules well. When a sign says the right lane is closed ahead but it is not closed, then I often avoid the area for weeks. I do not know why exactly. But it frightens me.