John

 r u gonna write back or wat i dont like how u did my mama dont put ur hands back on her ok and we wont have a problem so wat u doin

you to read your messages 

you really need to read this letter for me 

look i hate that things turned out this way you and randy are doing me wrong he called not to talk to me to talk to tinas brother he told hgim he wanted togive him a heads up that he give me his all and i did nothing but fucked around on him and then ran off thats a lie i give him my everything he fucked around on me with mary and that crushed me and still is im hurt bad because u can talk to him noone will let me even knows has called till afterwards then i cant call him back cause he blocks the number im dying to tqalk to him bad ilove him my whole world revovles around him always has and still does like i said no matter what im doing or who im with hes the one i love and all he would have to do is show up to save me to show me how he really loves me let him come after me now for a change tried to call his dad no answer tried to call grandma got hung up on i want to be with him and dont care where we are together.if you yalk to him tell that i really need to talk to him guive you a number for me to call.tell him i talked to bill and he said we could come stay at his house upstairs he is offering the upstairs if he wants to try this again  i hope so but if not to let me know so i can try to move on even if thats possible i am tring to give him a chance to get me back lets see how much he really loves me he will come get me well i love him  you say hes coming to see me tonight i wished but i know hes not he dont really care bout me and i know that by not being here just tell how much i love him and miss him the pain too much to bear just tell him dont ever forget bout me I LOVE HIM MORE THAN MY OWN LIFE!!!!!!!!!!