He's the one and i'll be with him forever. =) Asian film/culture/fashion/food. Tea. Cats. Purikura, travel, and shopping. And just a side note: DO NOT dare to add me as a friend if we have absolutely nothing in common. If we don't talk or if I find out you have some kind of Asian and/or Goth fetish, I am going to deny you. Really. Adding me without thinking is hurtful to me and a waste of your time. Read the information on this myspace account very carefully. Thank you.
Music
X Japan, Dir en Grey, Due’le Quartz, Gazette, Luna Sea, Alice Nine, SID, 12012, EVE, Cherry Filter, Seo Taiji, Nell, Lee Sueng Chul, Kim Kyung Ho. My Chemical Romance, Panic! at the disco, The Academy Is, The Killers, Queen, Muse, 30 Seconds to Mars, The Academy Is, Paramore, The Vincent Black Shadow.
Movies
Street of Crocodiles by The Brothers Quay, School For Seduction, Farce of The Penguins, The Hand That Rocks the Cradle (Phillip, we're never hiring a nanny. EVER.), Mail Order Wife, 300, Sympathy For Lady Vengeance (Chinjuhlhan Geum Ja Sshi), Wang Ae Namja (The King's Man), Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, Hush, Gohatto (Taboo), Bishonen, Battle Royale, Kill Bill Vol. 1, Kill Bill Vol. 2, Ringu (and The Ring), Juon (and The Grudge), Suicide Club, Lan Yu, Aoi Haru (Blue Sky), Chunhyang, Another Heaven, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Audition, Uzumaki (Spiral), The Nightmare Before Christmas, Vampire Hunter D, Versus, Heavenly Creatures, Mambo Italiano, Life is Beautiful, The Crow (1994 version featuring Brandon Lee), Dahmer, Love Object, Party Monster (Hooray for Seth Green!!!), Welcome to the Doll House, Spawn, Soldier's Girl (I think the guy who plays the dancer Barry falls in love with is the same guy from Hedwig and the Angry Inch, he's fucking beautiful. o.o!!!...oh, wait wait wait. Never mind. Lee Pace and John Cameron Mitchell are not the same person. Both very cute though. And extraordinary actors.), Time and Tide, What's Love Got to Do With It? (The Tina Turner story), Office Killer, Bad Santa, The Lady Killers, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Thirteen, Edward Scissorhands, But I'm a Cheerleader, Monster, The Secretary, Dogma, Big Fish, James and the Giant Peach, White Oleander, Prey for Rock and Roll (omg, the vocalist was freaking hot. I have never seen such a sexy woman in an American movie before. *nosebleed*), Corpse Bride, FFVII Advent Children, Kamikaze Girls, Bram Stoker's Dracula, Van Helsing, The King of Masks (I love Master Liang. That man looks amazing in makeup *.* ~ <333), Heaven (Not the prettiest transvestite i've seen in movies...but still lovable ^__^), Legend of the Eight Samurai (This movie is how I was exposed to Masaki Kyomoto. Wow. That man is beautiful. Sooooo Japanese-looking. Unfortunately, the movie is from the 80's. He isn't young anymore. Seriously, that makes me want to cry more than anything.), Bichun Mu (This is one of the few movies that is guaranteed absolutely 100% to make me cry. Life is Beautiful also does that. -__-), The Perfect Score (Strangely, Roy reminds me of my cousin...>>;;;), Shaolin Soccer, Monster, Princess Mononoke, Spirited Away, Four Brothers
Television
Deadliest Warrior, Forensic Files, Invader Zim, Zoo Zoo Club (Korean, it's like...a cross between Planet's Funniest Animals and Animal Police or Rescue or something like that, XDDD), The Hakkenden Legend of the Dog Warriors (anime mini-series based on the original story Satomi Nansou Hakkenden), American Idol (only the auditions. come the final rounds, there are only good performers. that's not fun. i like watching the really delusional idiots making fools of themselves on national tv.), Pet Shop of Horrors (anime mini-series, only 4 known episodes. also a manga series by Matsuri Akino.), Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Robot Chicken, The Grimm Adventures of Billy and Mandy, Harvey Birdman Attorney of Law, Venture Bros, Family Guy, Futurama, Drawn Together (JUST started watching this show and it is freaking hilarious. hehehe, Mr. Nagasaki. Japanese businessmen. I will have your shirt by Thursday!!! *snort* XDDD!!!)
Books
Misery, Salem's Lot, I Am Legend, Alichino (the 4th and final volume needs to be released already, i'm dying to see what's been going on with Hyura!!! T^T!!!), Romeo and Juliet, Basilisk (basically a ninja version of Romeo and Juliet currently in manga and anime format), Doll (manga by Mitsukazu Mihara), Blade of the Immortal (manga by Hiroaki Samura), Gothic and Lolita Bible (fashion magazine), Kera (fashion magazine), Cure (visual rock magazine), Shoxx (visual rock magazine), The Wallflower aka Yamatonadeshiko Shichehenge (manga by Tomoko Hayakawa), Island (manhwa by Youn InWan and Yang KyungIl), Demon Diary (manhwa with art by Kara, story by Lee YunHee), Battle Royale (manga by Koushun Takami and Masayuki Taguchi), Mermaid saga (manga by Rumiko Takahashi), Blue Spring (manga by Taiyo Matsumoto), Petshop of Horrors (manga by Matsuri Akino)
Heroes
Mao of SID, Yoo Jin of Cherry Filter, and Kim Kyung Ho. Kuri, Akui, and Hisaki are also my heroes. Because they helped me to realize my true self. Now I can protect others from what I am. I thank them for helping me to learn. My only regret is that they suffered. I can only hope that it will make them happy when no more people will know me like they do. Oh. Haha, and I can't forget my beloved band-mates, now can I. Joy and Julia, you two are my most favorite people in the world. "Once we become rich...", I hope we can do much more with our music. Thank you two for finding me. Oh and Lee Sun Hee is my hero too. Because she made her husband kill himself. XD!!!
About me: BUY THESE J-ROCK COSTUMES FROM MEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Used. In good condition. If you wear size Medium clothes, these are probably the right size for you. Message me if you have sincere interest in buying and I will answer any questions you have. =)
Dir en Grey - Myaku Shinya
Dir en Grey - Macabre Toshiya (black) NOTE: NO LONGER FOR SALE!!!
Due'le Quartz - Rodeo Miyabi (grey)
Who I'd like to meet: MSN Messenger ---> nbk4001@hotmail.com
Ah, well lemme know. I really need to hang with you guys, and especially when 'shoots are involved! We haven't had one in... Ever, really. I don't think I can count meetups as photoshoots. WE NEED A PHOTOSHOOT, DAMNIT.
he asked me. june 17th was when we got the ring from the store and he did it there >.< Thank you I am so happy we plan on getting married next Oct!! so now the planing lol
I know he really likes me and cares about me, and some days he even tells me he loves me, but it's a really on and off thing. He's still kind of fucked up from this one girl he dated for two years and I really can't blame him for that :/ he just has a lot on his plate right now. He's trying to get ready for college and he's leaving for Kalamazoo in less than TWO MONTHS and he's trying to hold down a job and he's just incredibly stressed out. He doesn't want to chain me down as his gf when he's barely going to be around to see me. But I think as long as he's only interested in me, I will be fine. As long as he can be as loyal and faithful to me as I have been to him, I will be able to handle the distance and everything else.
I'd been feeling really uneasy about he and I lately, mostly because we never get to spend quality alone time together and that's something that's really important to me. I need to be able to connect with him and have him make me feel wanted and appreciated. It was always either we didn't have enough privacy or his cock-blocker friend Brien was tagging along. And yesterday, Deano rode his bike over to my house and stayed over for two hours and we were alone for like, an hour or an hour and a half and we just had so much fun. I felt so much more comfortable being ALONE with him and not around a bunch of other random people. Just having the freedom to say and do anything with him for even just a little while helped me so, so much. I still miss him like crazy and I'm dying to touch him again >//////< but I don't feel insecure anymore. I don't feel like I have to worry about losing him or any of that stuff. I feel so relaxed and just chill. But to be honest, I really think he's the end of the road for me. It may sound dumb since I've only known him personally for like 3 months, but then again, basically everyday since we met, we have talked NON-STOP. On average, he and I go through about 10K text messages a month xD and we also talk through AIM. So naturally, my feelings for him developed much quicker than they normally would have cause we talk so damn much. I really do want to be with him though :/ and I'm just hoping that one day he will look at me and see everything he's ever wanted and then he will claim me as his. I know I'm young, but I'm quite mature for my age and I know what I want. I want him. I want to marry him and start a family and grow old together >//////< the whole nine yards. Maybe, someday... he will feel the same way. I can only hope.
arrggh, connecting flights. Yup, it's a pain sometimes, especially when you have to wait for like 3 hours for your next plane. lol I enjoyed viewing your hawaii pics! That place looks so lovely. I wanna go there so badly now, lol, I need a relaxing vacation, away from the craziness here in los angeles. hehe anyhoo, I think I'll be in michigan on the third week of this month. Prolly be visiting chicago with my dad on first week of august. I'll let you know if we'll go there sooner though:)
well by the pics it looks like you had a great time. I wish I could do stuff like that..lol I am okay..just hating all the heat..helped a friend move...then now having another friend move in with me and my boyfriend..which we just got engaged!! >.< so happy about that!.
Lmao, yeah I am really nervous >///////< but you're right. Once I'm with him, it's like nothing else matters. And you know, when I think about your situation, I feel really whiny for being upset that he's leaving for Kalamazoo in two months, for college xD I guess what I'm more worried about than the distance is WHO he's going to encounter when he's there. I could very easily lose him, still :/ no matter how much he says he's emotionally attached to me and isn't at all ready to leave, people make mistakes, and if he does, I'm sorry but I just couldn't put up with that. Even though he and I aren't "dating", per se, I have been 100% faithful and loyal to him, so naturally I would expect the same. That's fair, right?
-sigh- I just worry about it, every day. I know he isn't mine, and sometimes it makes me hold back and I don't even realize it. And I don't WANT to hold back. I'm already in love with him and I want to let it take me over, not try and force it back down.
That's a good question! I'm not sure who you'd want to be. We can rule out Dizzy and I-No, cuz I know you don't like doing skimpy costumes. Jam involves the wig from hell, and May and A.B.A both have insanely huge props. If I'm right...doesn't that make the only other available girl Baiken?
Hey hon Just checking in on ya, lol. Hopefully soonish, me and Lee (I'm trying to not call him Ivy anymore...kinda awkward for the gf to call the bf by his last name, y'know?) will be starting on my Millia Rage costume. Did you still want to do Guilty Gear with me for next Acen? Kyle would probably fanboy like crazy if we partnered up again!! We just need to figure out who'd you'd look best as....
Lol, he's #1 on my Myspace friends ^//////^ he is pretty cute. At least I think so. :O Wow, that's so cool. Not the having to plan MONTHS in advance part, but how he's willing to pay for you to come out there o__o at least we know he really likes you xDD that's really cool though. I could never survive a long-distance relationship. I already barely get to see Deano as it is. Knowing he lived halfway across the country would just be too much for me to handle -___-;; Lol dude I wish I could go to Hawaii xD! You lucky bitch, TAKE ME WITH YOU ; ^; I need to get out of this place. But as luck would have it, Deano and a few of his good friends Brian and Ada are going up-north to this lake at the end of July and he invited me to go along with then ^___^ that means I would be ALONE with him for FOUR DAYS O___O;; no parents or anything. Scary thought, but i'm sure it would be fun. So at least there's that, lol xD have fun in Hawaii :O you better tell me all about it when you get back! <333
Cool. Well lessee. I would do something tomorrow... Unfortunately my car's being a bitch and won't start. Well I guess I can't really blame it, it is 15years old and the fuel pump is almost completely dead... So yea. And I'm on vacation next weekend until July 3rd, to Florida with family. So we'll have to see what to do later on.
I love Virginia... In a sense. I do go there a lot so. Yea. I love it. It's warm, the sharks are friendly...not that I've ever encountered one, but have see life guards order ppl out of the ocean when one is near. Haha.
lol, true true...we should take our time when we go shopping. Kudos to your dad for getting the whole family tickets to hawaii. that's awesome. I'm loving the weather here in L.A, it's cool and gloomy lol. I miss Chicago, it's been 2 years already since the last time I went there. If I'm going to visit my dad in michigan this july or august, I'm sure we'll be going to chicago again. anyhoo, hope you and you're family will have a great time in hawaii! take lots of pictures!:)
Hi Sam!:) I see you're going to hawaii! I'm jealous! lol Me and the family planned to go there last month but we didn't get to make it happened...it's all good, I'll go there by myself in the future:) Hope you're doing well!
Yeah, we're having a great time. He's actually making me lunch right now XDDD I'm doing pretty good, just been busy with work and whatnot. We got to go to the Hippo Bakery over the weekend! It was epic! I have a piece of "rare cheesecake" in my fridge, just waiting for me to nom it! Ivy's getting along great with everyone. The cats just LOVE him, and he and Beth get along great! We're even fixing her up with one of his friends XDDDDDDDDDD Hope things are going well on your end of the world. I miss you~~~
LMAO DUDE I WISH IT WAS THAT HOT TEACHER. But no. I have to wait until September to see him again u___u;; my man's name is Deano :3 he's the cutest guy ever. He's gonna be 18 in August. He's also going to be leaving in two and a half months to go to college in Kalamazoo D: buuuuut uh xD hey, he's black. Totally didn't expect to fall for a black guy. But I really have fallen for him >//////< like, more than I ever expected I would. Or COULD, for that matter. Umm x3 yeah. The "once you go black" saying kind of applies to me now xDD he and I aren't essentially DATING, because he doesn't want to shackle me as his gf when he's gonna be in Kalamazoo for four months. But I'm not looking at anyone else, and as far as I can tell, neither is he. All in all, I'm very happy with him :]
Yeah, even though I'm completely BROKE, I'm trying to have a good summer. I'm looking for a job though -___- BK is hiring. Hoooo-ray. ; ~;
Aw, yeah I know how that is. I have absolutely no money to spend and that makes having fun kinda hard -___- BUT I did see my man todaaaaay ;D for the first time in like, a month and a half D:< so it was well-needed. And yeah ^//////^ for the most part, things are looking up. And today was the first day of summer vacation! :DD so it was a good way to start it off.
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