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a poem for him:
Maybe i'm a liar, Maybe i'm a fool,
Maybe i'm in denial, Maybe i'm not true,
Maybe i could kiss you, Maybe you could lie
Tell me anything, to keep me satisfied,
Maybe i could move on, maybe find a prince,
maybe he could read, and have common sense,
but maybe youre just fine, but you wont let me kiss ur lips
Maybe i could reach your cold fingertips,
maybe you could realize, that i am all you need,
maybe you could grow up, maybe you could see.
Maybe i could own you, never let you go,
Maybe i could tell you what i need you to know,
maybe we could love, in the dark you are my lamp,
Or Maybe live on Sunshine, like lady and the tramp,
You can skateboard on my skin, i'll write poems in ur eyes,
I'll be your hollywood, you could my sunrise,
maybe i could be, your only food cupply,
eat your way to my heart, never chew a lie,
maybe we could rewind, to the beggining of 8th grade,
In the halls i'll hold your hands, never be afraid,
maybe this is over, maybe i'm uncool,
Maybe i'm just tired, or maybe i'm a fool.
maybe i'll never kiss, your pair of rosy lips,
or unravel the poison, inside your fingertips,
but i can tell you one thing, this i have no doubt,
you are the one thing i dont want to live without.
Music
death cab for cutie, eisley, jack mannequinn, the hush sound, dashboard confessional, flyleaf, the perishers, coldplay, barefoot, phantom planet, katy rose, /sia, colbie caillat, jason reeves, ?Augustana, Jack Johnson, dido, red jumpsuit apparatus, Cute is what we aim for, tegan & Sara, Liz phair, meg and dia, Spitalfeild, Mae, the afters, howie day, samantha ronson, taking back sunday, Imogen heap, the audition, Paramore, Ashlee simpson, Lindsay Lohan, John Mayor, Greg Laswell, the veronicas, Lillix, no doubt, Hawthorne heights, yellowcard, mandy moore, vaughan penn, paolato, the thrills, rachel yamagata, alexz johnson, dave mathews band, regina spektor, citizen cope, sufjan stevens, mark ronson, samantha ronson (if i already didnt say her), avril lavignes old music, lenny kravits, blink 182, sick puppies.(you know, not too many artist, i like to keep my library small.)
Movies
See my eyes shine
they dont shine for you.
you can feel my bones.
you can hear the truth.
I am only one.
the other half in dead.
i will live repeating
your kisses in my head.
we can be afraid,
we can be a page
when sunshine is my heart.
and home is lighted stage
see my broken heart
i hold it in my hand
see my white eyes shine
you know i understand.
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When It All Falls Apart
My Life Sondtrack:
So Jealous: Tegan & Sara
All falls apart: the veronicas
Trouble Sleeping: the perishers
Teaching Myself to Dream: Katy Rose
Screaming Infidelities: Dashboard Confessional
This Land is Mine: dido
Someday: Britney spears
This is my life: Fefe Dobson
Red Light Fever: Liz Phair
Traffic in the sky: Jack Johnson
Sunday Best: Augustana
Vindicated: Dashboard confessional
Suspension: Mae
So i heard you joined a convent: Spitalfeild
If it's gonna Rain: Samantha Ronson
When it Rains: Maria Mena
Everything Comes With a Price: the Ruse
Title and Registration: Death Cab for Cutie
Move On: Jet
California: Atherton
About me: the About me you didnt read in the "about Me" section:
I am Ashton. I am not your typical black guy. I hate to be stereotyped into one. Yrs, i live in the California Cliche, but i am anything but ordinary, this is my life, and my myspace will let the fourtunate ones into a little bit of it. Yeah, i'm gay, and i'm fucking proud of it. I may be ugly, but dont let that stop you from staring. I see the world in a diffrent, and somewhat positive point of view. I'll flip you off, i'll kiss your lips, i cut my jeans, i sing my pink heart out. I am creative. theres so much good in me, as well as bad. My flaws are inperfect, as flaws should be. I'm not gonna let you change me, or that. i'll be your best friend and your worst enemy. I love life, la bella vita. I am ashton, and i live for the day. if you cant handle the truth or a mature conversation, fuck off. I would normally say, this is me, and i hope you like it, but i dont, and i wont. this is me, so take it or leave it.
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You are facing a paradoxical mix of Saturn's hard edge with the Moon's easy optimism today. You are very serious about your philosophy of life now and need to make a choice that places you in an emotionally vulnerable position. Don't be satisfied with acquaintance at a distance. Move closer to a real issue and transform a casual friendship into something more meaningful.
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10 facts about aShToN:
1. He is a environmentalist. He uses energy saving products, recycles 3 times a week, and helps plant trees with the California agricultural center.
2. He is a singer/songwriter trying to make it in a white mans world. He sings indie, and his stage name is Jack Madison. he writes his own music, but sometimes gets help from his little sis.
3. he is a California boy at heart. he was born, raised and lives here and claims he doesnt ever want to leave.
4. he is gay. Some people may not like it, but he is almost comfortable in his own faggetish skin.
5. he is a health nut. he loves carrot juice, wheat grass, subway, and the tarrot cafe in L.A. he eats healthier than most teenagers.
6. he is a very nice person, not hard to get along with.
7 After he graduates from Carlsbad High, he will move on to Los Angeles to do bigger and better things. he will be attending FIDM, Fashion Institute of Design & Merchandise. He wants to be come a fashion designer and open up his own boutique.
8. he is looking for two things: a boyfriend, and more importantly, a band friend. he wants to start a local band in Carlsbad, the music will be indie, acoustic, rock, alternative. so if you can sing, or play some sort of instrument, or write songs, send him a msg.
9. he has a fucking awesome room. he designed it himself, so if youre his friend, feel free to stop by and see it.
10. the only bottled drinks he drinks is: Perier, Smart water, Fugi, vitamin water, Sobe, low fat red bull, diet Dr. Pepper, orange, cranberry, or lemonade, and POM juice.
he hopes your likes are al least remotely close to his, and if so... then thats great. Theme created by: Heathaaa!
