Miss Mandy

About me:

As I have matured i've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in... I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things. I've learned age is a very high price to pay for maturity. I've learned that I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy it. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities. I've learned that artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away. And the real pains in the ass are permanent. What more can I say? I wear my heart on my sleeve and follow my heart even when that leads to places that gets me hurt or in trouble. I don't believe there is any stronger force on earth to have faith in but yourself.I've been down some difficult roads, been kicked down, been told I was nothing, had the whole world try and convince me that I am not strong enough to make it and make it big. But I've done all that and still had room for understanding and forgiveness. Life is too short to lose hope and to stay angry. I am happier now than I have ever been. I learned to take the right risks and it brought me the greatest, most compassionate man I could ever dream of. I learned to make hard choises and let go of people who were keeping me down. If I had one honest, solid, good piece of advice for anyone it would be to not take life so seriously. No one should have their whole life mapped out at 22. Live like you want to, not how everyone else does. Don't act your age all the time, go crazy, walk in the rain, dance on a table, shout on a rooftop at the top of your lungs. Do everything you've always wanted to but told yourself you can't. The only thing stopping you is yourself. Fuck everyone else, if they don't get it, their without...lol I dont know what else to say..Im very free spirited and idealistic, passionate and playful. I follow my heart, and make things complicated...typical girl I guess...I hate talkin about myself...wanna know something? Anything? Just ask...."Any idiot can say 'I love you', but those are just words, your feelings...they only affect you. It's what you do for the people you love that really matters."
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