About me:
Well, where do i start? On Aug. 25, 2009 I lost the most important person in my life, my mother. As some of you may know my mom had lung cancer. It took her so fast. She has been through so much in the last 6 months. On Aug.25th I watched as the paramedics tried to revive my mom. It was the most awful thing I had to go through. On Aug. 29th I saw my mom for the first and last time. It still feels like a nightmare to me, so unreal. My mom was a strong and beautiful woman, inside and out. I'm trying my hardest not to be bitter or angry with god for taking her away from us. She is happy now and no longer in pain or suffering. She is in a better place now, while I sit here and suffer. I will always have this emptiness inside me. I know I'll eventually have to go on with my life, but I will always and forever miss her. She was my everything, I don't know how I'll ever be able to cope with this tragic loss. I'm glad I got to spend everyday with her. I took care of her for the last 6 months till the very end, I don't know what to do now. I have so many wonderful memories to keep me going. Sept. 2 will be the day we celebrate her life and say our last goodbyes. Well I better change the subject before I get more depressed....
I'm 25 and i'm an easy to get along with person. i have more friends than i do enemies. my family is the most important thing in my life. i love to go out and have fun every chance i can. i work at a hotel downtown and i love it. my co-workers are the best!!! they are some of my bestest friends! i'm really down to earth and pretty shy for the most part. i'm very soft spoken. believe me though, when u fuck with me or my family, i can be the biggest bitch you've ever seen. well that's it for now before this turns into a novel and covers my whole page!
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