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Jocelyn DeRasmo
Jocelyn DeRasmo As clear as the nights sky, with a moment so pure, so right. Bound by chains can I no longer reach the stars abovem where your arms reside with the warmth I've been longing for. You stand so far away, till the night turns to day.. I'm Frozen.

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18 years old
My little world of Psychopathic LOVE!, North Carolina
United States



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Porety, All art, Hanging out with friends, MUSIC!, and much more. Love is about giving it your all and making sure you and your significant other has trust for each other. knowing that they care. show affection to one another. I am open, honest, and blunt. I will not lie to you even if you want me to. I rather see someone cry from the truth, then cry after finding out it was a lie and let it hurt so much more. I take what everyone says into concideration, doesnt mean I will act upon the information you have given or give to me. Photobucket Knowing what I Hate and what I Love Meez 3D avatar avatars games As you can tell, I love my make-up, I never go out without any on. I love changing my hair colors. I love making my make-up and hair look wild. I have a thing for collecting jewlery, make-up, and boots. I do style my own clothes. Whether I buy it somewhere or I find a way to alter it into something a little more fitting to ME. I dont dress to impress. I wear what I like, I do what I do to make ME HAPPY.
Music
  • .36 crazyfists.
  • .40 below summer.
  • .the 69 eyes.
  • .adema.
  • .AFI.
  • .afroman.
  • .alien sex fiend.
  • .alkaline trio.
  • .amon amarth.
  • .amorphis.
  • .Anterrabae.
  • .arch enemy.
  • .as i lay dying.
  • .atreyu.
  • .Bauhaus.
  • .between the buried and me.
  • .The Birthday Massacre.
  • .The Black Dahlia Murder.
  • .bleeding through.
  • .Bo Bice.
  • .Breaking Benjamin.
  • .cannibal corpse.
  • .cascada.
  • .children of bodom.
  • .chimaira.
  • .coal chamber.
  • COLD
  • .cradle of filth.
  • .dead or alive.
  • .deadstar assembly.
  • .deathstars.
  • .Deftones.
  • .deicide.
  • .depeche mode.
  • .Diary Of Dreams.
  • .dimmu borgir.
  • .disturbed.
  • .Dir en Grey.
  • .do as infinity.
  • .dope.
  • .Dragonforce.
  • .Duran Duran.
  • E Nomine
  • .evanescence.
  • .Evergreen Terrace.
  • .fear factory.
  • .fftl (from first to last).
  • .Flesh And Blood Robot.
  • .flyleaf.
  • .from autumn to ashes.
  • .Godhead.
  • .Godsmack.
  • .HIM.
  • HURT
  • .Hinder.
  • .icp.
  • .ill nino.
  • .in flames.
  • .It Dies Today.
  • .jack off jill.
  • .Kidney Thieves.
  • .Killswitch Engage.
  • .kingspade.
  • .kittie.
  • .KMFDM.
  • .koRn.
  • .kottonmouth kings.
  • .lacuna coil.
  • .lamb of god.
  • .led zeppelin.
  • .london after midnight.
  • .lords of acid.
  • .Lostprophets.
  • .Malice Mizer.
  • .Marazene.
  • .marilyn manson.
  • .metallica.
  • .mindless self indulgence.
  • .Misery Signals.
  • .Miyavi.
  • .most precious blood.
  • .motley crue.
  • .mudvayne.
  • .murderdolls.
  • .mushroomhead.
  • .my ruin.
  • .Nightwish.
  • .NIN.
  • .orgy.
  • .otep.
  • .panic! at the disco.
  • .Pantera.
  • .pink floyd.
  • .powerman 5000.
  • .rammstein.
  • .rob zombie.
  • .sevendust.
  • .shadowsfall.
  • .shinedown.
  • .sisters of mercy.
  • .six feet under.
  • .skinny puppy.
  • .Slayer.
  • .slipknot.
  • .sr-71.
  • .static X.
  • .Stone Sour.
  • .Stutterfly.
  • .Sublime.
  • .suicide commando.
  • .Suicide Silence.
  • .t.a.t.u.
  • .The Turtles.
  • .thine eyes bleed.
  • .this mortal coil.
  • .three six mafia.
  • .Three Days Grace.
  • .Through the Eyes of the Dead.
  • .throwdown.
  • .tool.
  • .Tristania.
  • .underminded.
  • .underoath.
  • .Unearth.
  • .Utada Hikaru.
  • .velvet acid christ.
  • .within temptation.
  • .wolfsheim.
  • .wumpscut.
  • .Yuki Kajiura.
  • .Zao.
  • .zeromancer.
  • .and some more.
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Heroes
  • Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket I miss you soo much!! you were one of the best things in life... nothing can replace you!! Chris DeMaio 5-10-05
  • R.I.P -Rawhyde 4-07-09

     †.D.E.A.D.X.D.O.L.L.†'s Details
Status:Single
Here for:Networking, Friends
Hometown:Huntington
Body type:5' 8" / Slim / Slender
Ethnicity:White / Caucasian
Religion:Wiccan
Zodiac Sign:Pisces
Smoke / Drink:Yes / Yes
Children:Someday
Education:In college
Occupation:Student

   †.D.E.A.D.X.D.O.L.L.†'s Schools
Walt Whitman Hs
Huntington Station, NY
Graduated: N/A
 

2005 to 3000
Clayton High
Clayton,North Carolina
Graduated: N/A
Student status: Alumni
Degree: In Progress
 

2005 to 2005

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  • Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket You enter a world of me. A world you ask yourself to see. You clicked my name and here you are. Im not some big shot, or something special. Im a person just as well as you. Or i might just be more, because people now a days cant see to keep there mouth shut about others. Or then try and make the one who stands out most (me for example) be an outcast. which of course can be true in many ways. But, why must it be a bad thing if i want to look different and be me then be something im not? well im just being myself and being myself is dressing the way i want to and doing what i wish to myself. and if you cant accept that then may you please just go away. i may accept you as a friend on this myspace, but that doesnt mean i shall talk to you if you are just going to judge me. im a crazy ass person if you get to know me. yes i swear a lot.

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    Im turthful and honest. i cant stand dramma and some bullshit people say. "I thrive to have a fairytale ending. When, for me, it will never begin" "Follow your heart, for it will never lead you wrong. But don't mistake you WANTS for what your heart NEEDS; What it truely desires." "My" My heart is a black abyss a hole that will never fill. i dont want it to fill, to have it disinagrate again. there words i have felt, since my heart has vanished. time is supposed to mend the broken heart, when time is only a waste. its a waste of energy to wait for something that will never return. a hole in me which words of love, flow right through, then exit and never return. But, to this day, May the love i have, bring me to that place where everything shines. Have him show me that not all is fake, show me that love is true. And may my heart once be full with his words, presence, and love. But when it comes down to things i can be very serious. I'm here to listen to friends if they have anything they need to talk about. If they have a problem I will always be there for them no matter what. And yes, I'm very compassionate and affectionate. But, in my opinion, I'm not that great of a person. However, people seem to love me. If you wish to know more feel free to ask. but dont be stupid and say something you may regret or just something completely idiotic and childish.
    • I wish i could have the beauty of a rose. For roses give off such great beauty to which the human eye can't see till they open the soul and let in the beauty of such a thing created. Because in a rose, there is so much more then just its pedals and thorns. They have a story for each pedal, for each torn there is a drop of pain. Each can represent an emotion within someone no one can truely explain since emotions are unexplainable. Roses are so delicate. Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
    • But im just left here with my back turned on life. Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket For this life has brought nothing but misery. I mean life has its good points.. but unbearable pain that follows is always a given in my life. I HATE this world and what it has become. and how we are destroying our very exsistince because of our stupidity.
    • But even in the gloomiest of days, a light color comes through. SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts
      SuicideKiss.com - Deadly pictures, gothic horror, sick layouts The Rain can take over, but not over the most gentle of creatures. where there wings take them where ever they wish to go. They are FREE with no worries but when death may come around the courner. Myspace Codes

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      Where do you live?
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      Who I'd like to meet:
      Photobucket Photobucket I would like to meet someone who knows how to treat someone like a person and not some object. Someone who is mature, outgoing, fun, and interesting. They have to know how to hold deep conversations with me. Someone true and honest. Someone who isn't going to hurt me. I know a select few of people who are truthful to me and care so much for me, that meeting someone new will be hard for me to accept sometimes. Due to the fact that I know these people will be around for a while. However, I want someone who knows what they want in life and know where they want to be. Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
      • drawing
      • writing poetry
      • listening to MUSIC goth metal,metal, rock, techno, industrial techno, just industrial..ect.
      • Singing
      • Dressing in black
      • Doing make-up/wearing dark make-up
      • Hanging out with friends
      • And many more
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      • Liars
      • Posers
      • More than 3 ice cubes in my drinks
      • Fakes
      • Those who pity others
      • Backstabbers
      • And other things i can't think of lol. :]
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